family things going down ....I cant think straight enough to let loose this weekend....so instead I did a few chores and prepared for a campfire party sundy night at my place.
My sister....though i love her dearly...is back to her old tricks again. Taking my parents for everything they have...and dont have. My oldest is pissed at her....and Im stuck in the middle. I'll take care of my parents....give them back what she took....I'll talk to my oldest....try to calm her down....and I'll still give my middle sister love. I have to. I think that even though she lies...and takes....that she knows....Im there for her. I cant get mad at her....I feel to sad for her.
I think she trys to hurt people to see if they will let her "go".....she makes you prove how much you love her by hurting you. If you take it....thats how you show her that you love.
now please dont write to me and tell me how I should handle this...or how its not right.....this is just how I am with my sister. This is just how it is.....she has problems that are very deep and this is actaully a pretty good way to keep the peace.....I have no choice.
I love my family so so much. My mom, dad, angie and christy...and my little nephew. Christys husband too.....I lvoe them all.
I'll empty my pockets and give them all I have. I'll love them to the point where I forget about myself for weeks......because without my family.....I do not exsist. Their smiles....are my oxygen. So it hurts when I know trouble is happening......
I have to straighten things out.....they turn to me to vent, and to keep the peace. This one....is going to be tough though.
sunday night I am having a campfire party. I have a firepit thats stainless steel...its awsome...and Im making two punch bowls out of watermellons...and filling them with liqour and fruit.....then I have tons of tasty foods......and treats......
just a few friends...about 10....and one sister lol....unless I ambush them and trick em' into running into each other....
and I think three dogs are coming too......
I'll be taking pictures....so tune in....
I need to get crazy and vent....and being a wicked gurl should do the trick.....
My sister....though i love her dearly...is back to her old tricks again. Taking my parents for everything they have...and dont have. My oldest is pissed at her....and Im stuck in the middle. I'll take care of my parents....give them back what she took....I'll talk to my oldest....try to calm her down....and I'll still give my middle sister love. I have to. I think that even though she lies...and takes....that she knows....Im there for her. I cant get mad at her....I feel to sad for her.
I think she trys to hurt people to see if they will let her "go".....she makes you prove how much you love her by hurting you. If you take it....thats how you show her that you love.
now please dont write to me and tell me how I should handle this...or how its not right.....this is just how I am with my sister. This is just how it is.....she has problems that are very deep and this is actaully a pretty good way to keep the peace.....I have no choice.
I love my family so so much. My mom, dad, angie and christy...and my little nephew. Christys husband too.....I lvoe them all.
I'll empty my pockets and give them all I have. I'll love them to the point where I forget about myself for weeks......because without my family.....I do not exsist. Their smiles....are my oxygen. So it hurts when I know trouble is happening......
I have to straighten things out.....they turn to me to vent, and to keep the peace. This one....is going to be tough though.
sunday night I am having a campfire party. I have a firepit thats stainless steel...its awsome...and Im making two punch bowls out of watermellons...and filling them with liqour and fruit.....then I have tons of tasty foods......and treats......
just a few friends...about 10....and one sister lol....unless I ambush them and trick em' into running into each other....
and I think three dogs are coming too......
I'll be taking pictures....so tune in....
I need to get crazy and vent....and being a wicked gurl should do the trick.....
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thanks for being so sweet. have fun at the campfire party!