muse25

mycrushed friday nite...

so he asked me to the movies, and I said I would go. Not because I wanted to see Star Wars...but because I wanted to sit in the dark with him...

I put on my plaform shoes, and my silver hoops...and I made sure that my lips sparkled like a river...

we got our tickets and we went to pay for our food...but they told him they dont accept 50's...and that he had to get change....I said...no prob...i have 20's....

he told the guy..."what if I was on a date!!???" "You should put up a sign!"

oh. I thought this was a date.

Then during the movie he complained that it sucked...I said "why dont we go in the car (wink) and play."

he said...."Im starving....when is it over. Im getting pizza."

It was cold when we got in my car after the film...I warmed up my car...but kept myhead looking at him...maybe he'll try to kiss me.

no.

I drive home.

Im wearing a new perfume....ck one summer. He never leaned in close enought to tell me if I smelled sexy....

Im wasting my time.

maybe im a fool....for thinking someone wants to kiss me. Maybe passion is just a movie gimmick....

or maybe Im not worth the effort.

blah.....my ego was hurt tonight. Should being kissed by someone your dating be this hard?

I cant wait to go away monday....I need ......time to think.