Oh how I love mornings on the beach. What a view!!! Today has been good. Some things have come to a close in my life this week and I am okay with it. I didn't figure it would really bother me, but I am more than okay with it.
Subject Name: Seven
Sex: Male
Age: Over 40
A few months ago I broke a rule and began to fuck a guy. Not just any guy, but a married guy. Yes, another rule broken. It wasn't that he isn't in love with his wife, he just needed a little more and plus I kinda put him on the spot and just asked if I could have it. I mean, he was cheating with another girl already. It didn't take much for him to say yes. In fact, he didn't put up much of a fight at all. We ended up messing around a few times and then we finally did it. It was great for me. He served his purpose and I more than helped him out. As time went on the sex got hotter and better and hotter and better.... I mean I had real chemistry with Seven. He knew just how to touch me to make me cum. One night we were laying on the couch and talking, yes another rule broken. Pretty soon he had his hands in my hair and he was tracing the lines of my body. The last thing that made any sense was that he began to kiss me. I have never been with a man that could cum more than 4 times in a night and even those were separated by periods of being soft. Not this night with Seven. We made love for hours. We didn't fuck, this was the first time I can remember feeling like a hook up took the time to make love to me. During this night he came seven times (hence his name) and never went soft. No he didn't have any special pills, We were just that turned on. For the next few months we spent what time we could together when he didn't have to be a good hubby. All of that came to an end Monday night.
We were laying in bed. He had just finished and then those words every woman dreams of hearing came from his mouth. "I love you." Oh HELL NO! He cannot love me. He cannot do that. This is perfect. He has a wife, I have a dog. There is no need for him to LOVE ME! I didn't ask for his love. I didn't ask him to toss his family out. At this point I sat up and looked at him like he had just pissed in the bed. I am sure that is not what he wanted to see from me. So began the rational conversation of why we can't be. After hours of talking naked about how we are not going to run away in an Airstream and have kids and live happily ever after he decided I was right.
For the passed 2 days he has told me how worried he is about me. I think he thinks I am taking this harder than I am. Now he has guilt over cheating on his wife. He wants to be the perfect husband. I told him to go ahead and that is what he should do. I think he wants me to fight him on it. Not going to happen.
Fuck Me,
Murphy C.