murder_tramp

I posted this [After My ex fiance and I broke it off I spent a lot of time over at my friend rych's cause it was near my work and my house was well over an hour away. I have known him for almost 17 years now. Anyways, that being said we both know eachother very well and are quite comfortable with eachother. I started out sleeping on the couch, but his two boxers felt the need to sleep on the couch with me... eventually I ended up sleeping upstairs in his bed with him... for a long time nothing happened, until one night when we talked about it jokingly and I basically laughingly brushed it off. Now he has a kid with this old gf of his who I never thought was good enough for him and recently he has told me that one morning he woke up and couldn't imagine a day without her. So because I was stupid and scared, I gave up a shot at a great guy who has even wrote a song about me. It's funny how hind sight is 20 20 and a thing like him being 9 years older and over 5 inches shorter isn't a big deal anymore] in athread yesterday and it's been on my mind ever since...