For the bullshit that is my life.
I'm sorry i was tired today.
I'm sorry i can't be more upbeat.
I'm sorry i wasn't as cheerful as the day before.
So today was a long ass day. And all i wanted to do was see my girlfriend. IN a way, i blew it i guess. Maybe you can figure it out for me. I worked long after my shift was over, not to mention that it was it was already a horrible day. So after dealing with a shitload of grumpy ass customers, all i wanted to do was chill. I get home. Eat, which i haven't had done for 10 hours. My girlfriend shows up without calling. Which i didn't mind, i'm not saying that she has to call before she comes over. But i'm tired, still in my work clothes, and my room is a mess. As soon as she enters, she gives me attitude over it. Are you serious? The first time i get to see you today, and this is how she says hi? So i brushed it off... tell her that i love her, cuz i do. An hour passes... we go to the museum for an art show. After about an hour I'm ready to leave. I'm just so tired of being on my feet all day. Lets just chill... sit down. I don't want to deal with other people right now. I tell her I don't want to go the dinner after the show. We're not invited anyway, why should we go anyway. Why? Because someone else wants to go. Who? An older friend whom she doesn't even talk to anymore. But because i don't want to go, it becomes a big deal. She gets upset. So we discuss eating somewhere else. But with a friend. Does she want to go with just me? No. Fuck me, i'm shit out of luck i guess. Whatever. So thats where i'm at now. Friday night ends early for me. Whatever, i have work tomorrow.
I'm sorry i was tired today.
I'm sorry i can't be more upbeat.
I'm sorry i wasn't as cheerful as the day before.
So today was a long ass day. And all i wanted to do was see my girlfriend. IN a way, i blew it i guess. Maybe you can figure it out for me. I worked long after my shift was over, not to mention that it was it was already a horrible day. So after dealing with a shitload of grumpy ass customers, all i wanted to do was chill. I get home. Eat, which i haven't had done for 10 hours. My girlfriend shows up without calling. Which i didn't mind, i'm not saying that she has to call before she comes over. But i'm tired, still in my work clothes, and my room is a mess. As soon as she enters, she gives me attitude over it. Are you serious? The first time i get to see you today, and this is how she says hi? So i brushed it off... tell her that i love her, cuz i do. An hour passes... we go to the museum for an art show. After about an hour I'm ready to leave. I'm just so tired of being on my feet all day. Lets just chill... sit down. I don't want to deal with other people right now. I tell her I don't want to go the dinner after the show. We're not invited anyway, why should we go anyway. Why? Because someone else wants to go. Who? An older friend whom she doesn't even talk to anymore. But because i don't want to go, it becomes a big deal. She gets upset. So we discuss eating somewhere else. But with a friend. Does she want to go with just me? No. Fuck me, i'm shit out of luck i guess. Whatever. So thats where i'm at now. Friday night ends early for me. Whatever, i have work tomorrow.