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I survived, it was amazing, camera broke first day out, food has never tasted so good, im exausted.

New blog to come in the next few days. So much to reflect.

Ah I sit here in a barren apartment. I move out tomorrow, and then shortly thereafter go into the wild. Im slightly nervous, ive been camping all my life but none of which the extreme im about to do. With just mearly what I can carry on my back, and my gun at my side im going to head into the hills of Portsmith Ohio....
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Whats up kids? Fucking A, it been awhile. Since the last lovely hate ridden post I have, Gone to the lake, drank entirely way too much, finished college apps, continued to work 60 hour 5 day 12 hour a day work weeks, got my first cutting. Busy busy busy. In two weeks im going on my little extreme backpacking no food no water trip. Also...
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I call this blog FUCK METALLICA:

I have always disliked Metallica for numerous reasons. First of which is there so called street cred as a metal band. Yes ill give it to them their first three albums were metal back in the day, but every album after Master of Puppets was shit in my opinion. Slowly getting more main stream Hinder/Nickleback sounding. Shit Nickleback made...
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Well kids im back, I cant leave this place. Its my only outlet for sanity, in such conformed life i live. How else am I supposed to unleash the beast of vigor rage? ha. Well first off i would like to thank you all for commenting on my blogs, I went back today and read some of the old shit. I know i suck at...
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Hey kids! SG subscription is running low! Pst me for my real name for Facebook before its too late! Ill renew sooner or later, until then ill bum event info off of stockholmmarie, and JohnnyCult.

This weekend was just a big string of irrational bad decisions. Between getting arrested for KOing some shitty frat boy for giving me a list of reasons why ill never amount to anything in life. And going to Comfest and drinking wayy too much and doing some substances i shouldn't have done. So much for caring about random drug tests.

No its not the end
Forever you'll be in my arms
I could never let you go
My darling cold and blue
I wonder are you dreaming still
Spread eagle blood removed
Tonight I'll lay beside you darling in necromantic sin

Last night was good. It was good to get out of the house and drink with some crazy mother fuckers. It was nice seeing some old friends, and it was nice making some new. All in all it was a damn good time.

I woke up naked, strange..

Im sick, im tired. Every day I have been living I feel like i wear a mask. I go to my job, and I put on my happy outgoing face take care of people, change peoples lives. I come home to loneliness, this struggle with bipolar disorder haunts me. Ive made frequent trips home, and I feel like my old home isnt a home anymore....
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Its been awhile since i posted on here. Things are the same, still working to pay two rents. Summer is around the corner. Its crazy ive almost been up in Columbus 9 months. Times flew, even more so after the break up in February. I felt like I have isolated myself since then. Just the daily work grind only to come home drink a few...
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