Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

muller

The Altered State of Drugachusettes

Member Since 2002

Followers 154 Following 116

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Thursday Oct 03, 2002

Oct 3, 2002
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
So this has to be one of the worst mornings in a while.
My ex-girlfriend IM's me to throw anger in my direction, blame me for all of the issues that ended up killing us, and let me know that she is moving soon, so there can be no resolution to the whole thing.
What is it that makes me need the resolution from this. Why do I need to feel as if everything has been said in order for me to move on. Why do I even give a fuck anymore? I mean, with all the extraneous things going on, I really don't need this baggage right now.
I might be joining Punt, PostOp and Donkey soon If my contract doesn't get converted. I really want to keep this job. I have never been at a better company. I would lose my house, the studio I am still building inside, and my great neighborhood.

All of this = Bummer.

someone shoot me.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
punt:
drugs are the answer.

I'll be over in 10 minutes.
Oct 5, 2002
tryptamine_____:
forgiveness is hard to get. its also hard to give. good luck.
Oct 6, 2002

More Blogs

  • 06.14.11
    2

    Tuesday Jun 14, 2011

    I've been really phyched on this Kickstarter thing and I spent some t…
  • 06.06.11
    0

    Tuesday Jun 07, 2011

    April 2010? Jesus, what the fuck have I been doing. I'm not really …
  • 06.22.10
    1

    Wednesday Jun 23, 2010

    Got a new job. I'll be commuting up to SF everyday on the train. Wit…
  • 04.06.10
    2

    Tuesday Apr 06, 2010

    So much has happened. Got a job, ended that job. Recorded a legend,…
  • 02.02.10
    1

    Wednesday Feb 03, 2010

    Recording for 4 days straight. Three different projects. I kind of …
  • 12.28.09
    4

    Monday Dec 28, 2009

    Hell must have frozen over. I found a job.
  • 12.07.09
    2

    Monday Dec 07, 2009

    wow. since may already? I guess i'm living on an island. To catch…
  • 05.08.09
    1

    Friday May 08, 2009

    Just waiting for the label to give the record a street date. Got t…
  • 04.21.09
    1

    Tuesday Apr 21, 2009

    bee's buzz, men think, warlocks die. passing on your mistakes, on hu…
  • 03.24.09
    1

    Tuesday Mar 24, 2009

    Came home from tour to find my basement flooded. Now starts a very e…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

25
years
0
months
20
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,706 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,818 followers
  • 15,150,887 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,887,745 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | Safety Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Complaint / Content Removal Policy | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2026

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo