oh great, here we go again....another friday night that i am spending alone in my bedroom because no one is returning my texts. another night of me wondering what it is about me that makes no one want to hangout with me. its starting to feel like i have no friends and i am just a last resort to hangout with, as i have always been. maybe i should just be like everyone else and just drink and do drugs. everyone loves a drugged out drunk, right? i guess im gonna take a shower and spend the rest of the night playing video games by myself. yeah, i feel fucking awesome right now. go me....
