just got back from a week on the road. Hotel rooms are great and all, but man you start feeling detached after a while.
So, now, on my precious 2 days off after a 60+hour week, I get to move! Yay me.
Besides that, actually feeling serene lately. My job, as hellish as it can be, does make me feel good about myself, somehow. I...
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So, now, on my precious 2 days off after a 60+hour week, I get to move! Yay me.
Besides that, actually feeling serene lately. My job, as hellish as it can be, does make me feel good about myself, somehow. I...
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I am getting a hate on for my lazy fucken coworker.
He does nothing, which is bad enough, but he is now attempting to scapegoat me for the crap he does wrong.
Besides that, had coffee with my ex; no fun there, just awkward. She's all "why are you so distant?"
"...uh...maybe cause we fucken broke up? did you think we still be just as...
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He does nothing, which is bad enough, but he is now attempting to scapegoat me for the crap he does wrong.
Besides that, had coffee with my ex; no fun there, just awkward. She's all "why are you so distant?"
"...uh...maybe cause we fucken broke up? did you think we still be just as...
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wooskie:
Hahaha, I rolled up the sun today! And then I was thinking how the elephant one WAS the best, mainly because I rolled up the Pyramids. That and a flying whale. I've done the campfire one a couple of times...but today was not the day.
wooskie:
I've only finished the campire one by pure luck! With only a few seconds left. I've tried it at least 10 times in the last 2 weeks and haven't finished it....BLAH!
The firefly one is great, although I've never rolled up more than "kinda bright".
HAHAHA! Those lyrics are hilarious! They make as much sense as what they probably really are.
Look what I found!
clickyclicky
The firefly one is great, although I've never rolled up more than "kinda bright".
HAHAHA! Those lyrics are hilarious! They make as much sense as what they probably really are.
Look what I found!
clickyclicky
Enjoy my job this week, for a change; doing lots of sales, god help me.
In a few weeks, I'll be pulling 70hr weeks and bitchin', but for now, actually loving it.
Slowly ramping up to a healthy lifestyle again, although with moving last month and another move in a week to look forward to, it's difficult to get a routine going.
blah, blah....
Wow,...
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In a few weeks, I'll be pulling 70hr weeks and bitchin', but for now, actually loving it.
Slowly ramping up to a healthy lifestyle again, although with moving last month and another move in a week to look forward to, it's difficult to get a routine going.
blah, blah....
Wow,...
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wow
My first post in 2 years, I wasn't kidding in my last post.
Lots new: single again, moved again.
Bought a crap load of new gear on an intuition that I needed to focus on the Doing of things, not the Figuring Out of things. A tarot reading then confirmed it: I need to be "off the world and in the world".
More time...
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My first post in 2 years, I wasn't kidding in my last post.
Lots new: single again, moved again.
Bought a crap load of new gear on an intuition that I needed to focus on the Doing of things, not the Figuring Out of things. A tarot reading then confirmed it: I need to be "off the world and in the world".
More time...
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wooskie:
Yeah it wasn't easy at all. I'm hoping to get an appt this weekend. It's so awkward in here. Since he's not talking to me and I have the baby, he's ignoring the baby too.
Much needed update (thanks for caring cherryonionkiss):
Well, life just seems to want to get better and better lately.
(damn, it scares me to write that; don't want to jinx things)
But...undeniably, recent heavy events of the past coupla months have cracked my ice. Bye Depression, don't let the gate smack yer ass on the way out!!
S'wierd, feeling all sorts of things: laughter,...
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Well, life just seems to want to get better and better lately.
(damn, it scares me to write that; don't want to jinx things)
But...undeniably, recent heavy events of the past coupla months have cracked my ice. Bye Depression, don't let the gate smack yer ass on the way out!!
S'wierd, feeling all sorts of things: laughter,...
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mtshell:
man, this lady just keeps gettin' cooler!!!
self...control...slipping....
self...control...slipping....
Holy shit, things just keep on happening.
A friend of mine gave up his life pulling his family out of a fire, on Thursday.
He was not only a hero for that, but for basically being a good person every moment of his life. You know how, when people die, all of a sudden the become this "saint" in the eyes of everybody. We used...
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A friend of mine gave up his life pulling his family out of a fire, on Thursday.
He was not only a hero for that, but for basically being a good person every moment of his life. You know how, when people die, all of a sudden the become this "saint" in the eyes of everybody. We used...
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shazzy:
UPDATE, you!
First off: an apology for the tone of all my posts of late.
I'm slowly, very slowly crawling out of a 5 year depression.
My dealings with people are still pretty akward, even on the net.
I've decided to take a bit of a vow of silence on here and just be a lurker for a bit. (even though I really like contributing)
I'm slowly, very slowly crawling out of a 5 year depression.
My dealings with people are still pretty akward, even on the net.
I've decided to take a bit of a vow of silence on here and just be a lurker for a bit. (even though I really like contributing)
All right, the verdict is in:
Pot depresses the living fuck outta me!
I switched ta hash for two weeks, and boom!
But I'm still many, many miles from the shallow end of the pool.
Pot helps my anxiety, so I tend to trade depression for anxiety when I chill on the herb. But at least I've proven it to myself conclusively.
Viva comparison testing....
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Pot depresses the living fuck outta me!
I switched ta hash for two weeks, and boom!
But I'm still many, many miles from the shallow end of the pool.
Pot helps my anxiety, so I tend to trade depression for anxiety when I chill on the herb. But at least I've proven it to myself conclusively.
Viva comparison testing....
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mtshell:
mountain bike crash
oooooh man, I'm tired.
Laaaaaaate hot-tub party last night. Pretty fun scene, except for...
Why am I a magnet for women in relationships? I've never understood that, but the only women who seem to hit on me are "married" women. Which is fine, ya know, like a compliment, but muy frustrado, cause these women wouldn't actually "throw down" if I called them on their shit....
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Laaaaaaate hot-tub party last night. Pretty fun scene, except for...
Why am I a magnet for women in relationships? I've never understood that, but the only women who seem to hit on me are "married" women. Which is fine, ya know, like a compliment, but muy frustrado, cause these women wouldn't actually "throw down" if I called them on their shit....
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Aaaaalright.
I figure more than six months of being on here warrants a least a minimal journal entry.
First, like a lot of members, I HATE my profile pic, but it's the only digital image of myself I have. (no scanner here) Which is too bad cause I have a great shot of my face after a 30 mph mountain bike crash! Coming soon....
I'm...
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I figure more than six months of being on here warrants a least a minimal journal entry.
First, like a lot of members, I HATE my profile pic, but it's the only digital image of myself I have. (no scanner here) Which is too bad cause I have a great shot of my face after a 30 mph mountain bike crash! Coming soon....
I'm...
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josie:
hey, thanks for the comments. and yes, i'm just waiting for it to finish being on queue or whatever the heck. hopefully it won't take too long 
I hope yoour move went good. As a fellow movee, I sure know how sucky it is.
Yeah the original Katamari Damacy game is pretty rare now a days. I need to get it too real badly. Apparently there's an unlockable level where you can roll with no limits! Did you find all the cousins in the second game? If you do, there's a new thing to roll. There's a little rose next to the beige dog and you have to roll up 1 million roses!!!! I've been rolling up for 2 days and I have around 55000 so far. It's insane.