mtlqueen

too much farley mowat???

next youre going to tell me i've been watching too much Beachcombers.

gotta go, the Littlest Hobo is on...

"maybeeee tomorrow, i just might settle down....."

Hell, Liz Taylor's older than that. She just claims thats her age. Really she's so old that she owes Jesus 14 Denarii and 8 Sesterces from a pissup in Nazareth back in '28

Head... hurting. What did I...? Oh shit.

Howsabout:

Dharmik (absolutely no idea!)
Zero (cos I like the number)
Pure Metals (oh dear)
Lemon Silver (they're getting worse!)

OK, I'm gonna stop now before I make my self look even more stupid.

See, I am a fucktard!

Hey I had meant to tell you my most sacrilegous thing, but didn't get to before you updated yourjournal. I don't think it will provide you with masturbation fodder--but it does touch on the topic. Basically, masturbation broke me of my belief in god. When I was 12 (early developer) I was an avid fan of said activity and attending a parochial school on the South side of Chicago. Our pastor dedicated part of a sermon to speaking out against the evils of self abuse. After this, I made several serious attempts to stop, but nevertheless found myself helplessly returning to the unwholseome thrills of auto-stimulation. Then I had an ephiphany and the scales fell from my eyes: if this is wrong, then I don't want to be right. if God doesn't want me to do this then I say, fuck him. Fuck him right in the ear! On that day, I was forever lost to the Lutheran Church. And then I sodomized myself with a crucifix. (OK, OK, not really, but I wanted a punchy [and anal sex positive!] end to the story.)

BTW--what I saw of tristan's site was highly intriguing--I shall return.

BBTW--Re: your post to my journal. I've got that Corn Sisters album--it's a lot of fun and I think Caroline Mark is a great songwriter. And the theater I owned back in PDX was pretty much an art theater--we were a rep house than showed classics, Hong Kong, film noir, exploitation flicks, whatever we liked we could get our hands on. It was great in a lot of ways, but I worked ungodly hours, was gnereally broke and constantly on the verge of business failure. Still, someimtes I miss it.

not glum. apathetic and trying to remedy situation. sex positive? lately, i've been sex negative. i am such a fucking romantic picky SOB, i can't find shit in my cowtown that will even make me say OUCH, except for me. casual boring sex sucks ass. boring women=boring sex, + feeling bad about the coupling. as i stated in my journal last night, i need some kinda therapy. this is all great for unfulfilled flirting and meeting interesting make-believe-friends, but i have been alone for far too long because of my elitist, argumentative, and somewhat selfish ideas on lovers/friends/family. i just want to understand me and someone else to take the journey with me. not necessarily dating conversation, is it? fuck it. i love me. did i mention i'm narcissistic too?

I think this site is great I have made some very meanigful relationships though it. I find the people here more open about everything, and everyone is very supportive.

this site had added something with some more demension then the others things my ocd tends to gravitate towards. it has slowly replaced getting white trash housewives naked with web cams as my favorite online activity. what impresses me the most is the overall sense of literacy and general sense of culture, even the pop culture, there is dedication and passion here. the kids love there books, movies, bands, thoughts and politics. there are some smart kidies on the site.

i never felt a taboo on anal sex, just always took the hint the third time my hand got pushed away from the ass.

as tacky as it may sound, i got it on with a complete stranger in some random church in rural north carolina. don't ask me how it happened, because i honestly don't remember.

i was baptized catholic...turned agnostic at the fine young age of 12 and then went completely aetheist at 15....so i suppose thats pretty bad right there....however ive done worse...

my mum wanted me to go to c.c.d. for some reason so i went up until 7th grade when i finally said fuck it and dropped out...however during the 2 months i went to those classes in 7th grade i managed to sneak down to the place where they kept the communion wine and i would get completely sloshed off of the "blood of jesus"...id go back to class in the best moods....

just recently however i went to a church and went in for confession....purely as a joke....so im sitting in this little closet thing and im telling (in great detail) the priest all of the insane things ive done...topics ranged from sex to drugs to more sex......so then when he gave me my 5 hail mary's and 6 our fathers i asked how a priest determines what pentance(sp?) a person should receive for their sins....he started explaining all this to me and then me being the smart ass bitch i can be at times asked how many prayer a priest would have to say after molesting an alter boy....yeah i know that was wrong but what can i say i was feeling obnoxiously rude that day(which please dont get the wrong idea about me...im really not like that normally)....i never thought i would ever here a priest swear...let alone swear as much as he did....needless to say i left rather quickly before he could see my face....

so yeah id say ive done some pretty shitty things when concerning religion...but honestly i have my reasons....but its not to say that i look down upon those who are into that stuff...to each their own you know....

well i should probably stop now because this isnt really the best first impression to make with a first post in someones journal....

I know that line..but it escapes me. Fuck..and I really wanted to go intercontinental and start a Canadian harem.

I want to listen to Deicide with you and Skinjob.
Lets go on tour with GWAR and take pictures!

You can't marry Throatneedle! I was going to propose to you!!

wow that is a small world. i don't know if jeff or the boys in chokehold would remember me or not..but they stayed at my house a bunch while on tour and were friends with good friends of mine. hung with the same crowd of ppl and stuff. that's cool that you have a big backpiece. yah i've been on her page on iam/bme but i don't know her. are you on bme too? i'm cryingtilldawn on there. it's great that there are other girlies on here who appreciate sexy woman. hehe.

wow that is a small world. i don't know if jeff or the boys in chokehold would remember me or not..but they stayed at my house a bunch while on tour and were friends with good friends of mine. hung with the same crowd of ppl and stuff. that's cool that you have a big backpiece. yah i've been on her page on iam/bme but i don't know her. are you on bme too? i'm cryingtilldawn on there. it's great that there are other girlies on here who appreciate sexy woman. hehe.

Ugh....I just hit the wall. I'm going to bed.

Nighty-night!

hola. the vacation is over. i'm back at fucking work. boo hoo.

i did see INTERPOL last night.

ahh..Im such a punce that I dont even feeling like hanging out with anyone after the night before. I go thru these "Fuck everybody..I'm a lober dottie, a rebel" stages and today is one of those days. I just want my football, a nice cold Strongbow, and my budies Shea and Ken aka my extended family. Blah

I just feel like moping. How much does an hour cost?

YEAH I missed you. I tried to pretend I wasn't upset you guys were cancelling but I don;t know how good of a job I did. I was SOO looking forward to hanging out. I am wasted already. I went out with some buddies after the bike show...tee hee ...we're going over to Amanda's place (one of the tattooists at KOF) tongiht...I WANNA SEE YOU THOUGH!! No fair! Well we have MOnday but we have to study. MAn today was CRAZY! I couldn't walk 5 feet without someone stopping me to talk..got lots of positive feeback on the ink..I was the most popular girl in school today! I got some good pics of me on some wicked bikes and I bit the bullet and signedup for racing school! I even put down a $200 deposit...WOO-HOOOOOOooooooo!! Here goes Skinjob...on the race track!!!

Red lipstick always makes me feel instantly sexy. Would love to see the new pic! I hope you feel inspired to do them. I agree with finding the old souls more attractive...my crushes are usually based on what a person has to say rather than just their physical appearance. Rock on.

I almost kicked that fucking Chink's ass when he told me I had no class...but it was Christmas, and I had to be good in case Santa was watching

That's awsome! I agree with the living abroad thing. I did a 6 month stint in Israel and it was one of the best experiences of my life. I miss travelling.

de la soul? truly no tribe called quest but still cool.

moth rag? is that like a catch cloth.

this vacation of mine is almost over. i'll soon disappear to the guy who checks in once a week. nice chatting...you silly head banger!