Ever do things that make you feel like you were the worst person in the world? I did for the first time and it felt worse than I ever could have imagined! And it gets worse. I turned around and did something else and Karma came back to bite me in the ass hard!
I suck as a person.
I cant even SAY whats going...
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I suck as a person.
I cant even SAY whats going...
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sigh.
Once again I am confused. I want to hang up my running shoes but the fear is really quite strong. Why? Why does everything HAVE to be so hard? Why cant SOMETIMES something just be easy? Why do I always have to feel bad and take on everyones pain? I know its because I am a pisces but COME ON!!!
sigh
I cant even...
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Once again I am confused. I want to hang up my running shoes but the fear is really quite strong. Why? Why does everything HAVE to be so hard? Why cant SOMETIMES something just be easy? Why do I always have to feel bad and take on everyones pain? I know its because I am a pisces but COME ON!!!
sigh
I cant even...
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calvin06:
Excessive empathy can be very stressfull but it's better then not caring about other people at all !
Relax and take care
Relax and take care
egosum:
Hello Sexy Back 
Glad my compliments made you
, did you go red or feel tingly?
Just read your new entry and it's amazing how life can be a rollercoaster of HIGHS and LOWS, you have been given some good advice here so I just want to reinforce what the other comments have said!
Stay positive but most important of all EXPECT that this will pass with a positive outcome for you - if you expect it, it will happen - also look at what's going on right now and see if you can learn anything from this which can help you step up your game for the future.
It's all about KAIZEN = CONTINUOUS INCREMENTAL IMPROVEMENT
If all else fails just remember that you have the SEXIEST back on the PLANET, yum, yum
Till we meet again, Peace and Love,
Divine
p.s. a friend request is on it's way to you!
Glad my compliments made you
, did you go red or feel tingly?
Just read your new entry and it's amazing how life can be a rollercoaster of HIGHS and LOWS, you have been given some good advice here so I just want to reinforce what the other comments have said!
Stay positive but most important of all EXPECT that this will pass with a positive outcome for you - if you expect it, it will happen - also look at what's going on right now and see if you can learn anything from this which can help you step up your game for the future.
It's all about KAIZEN = CONTINUOUS INCREMENTAL IMPROVEMENT
If all else fails just remember that you have the SEXIEST back on the PLANET, yum, yum
Till we meet again, Peace and Love,
Divine
p.s. a friend request is on it's way to you!
I am so tired! I am tired but I am happy. yes yes...a VERY happy girl!
So my two friends get to meet for the first time tomorrow! Kovu and WolfJ I am really so happy for you!! I cant wait to hear your voices at the same time!! LOL
I am actually doing pretty good. I had a realization on Saturday when something was...
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So my two friends get to meet for the first time tomorrow! Kovu and WolfJ I am really so happy for you!! I cant wait to hear your voices at the same time!! LOL
I am actually doing pretty good. I had a realization on Saturday when something was...
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kovu:
way to text when we were about to...you know....for the first time ever.
hahahahah!!
hahahahah!!
egosum:
Saw your sexy picture on calvin06's friend list and was totally compelled to come and say HELLO (you have a very sexy back by the way )
Good luck with your set, I can't imagine the excitement and anticipation you must be feeling, just remember to have positive visualisations of the shoot and have fun!!
I too would choose POT over yukky INCENSE and day
Till we meet again, Peace and Love
Divine
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Good luck with your set, I can't imagine the excitement and anticipation you must be feeling, just remember to have positive visualisations of the shoot and have fun!!
I too would choose POT over yukky INCENSE and day
Till we meet again, Peace and Love
Divine
Work, internet, sleep. Work, internet, sleep. GET SICK. Work, internet,slep, and MAYBE eat.
I am SO tired of the day to day bullshit. I took the day off yesterday because I was SO sick from my bloodsugars and today I feel the same and I HAVE to go to work. Not like its hard but still. I feel like a truck hit me...and right now...
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I am SO tired of the day to day bullshit. I took the day off yesterday because I was SO sick from my bloodsugars and today I feel the same and I HAVE to go to work. Not like its hard but still. I feel like a truck hit me...and right now...
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luh:
Well...I just made a post and it didn't go through. Thank You. I'll be in Ky for a few weeks. It's beautiful there. Pics above from fuzzyky. I'll have my laptop with me so I can chat.
reneemarie:
Miss you lady!!!! <3
So I am home sick today but it is my own fault so dont have too much sympathy for me!! I thought i had insulin for my pump and with all the stress I forgot to get a refill of my prescription and found out last night that I didnt have any more! My bloodsugar was already high so the good ole ditzy brain actually...
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davy:
Hope the date was fun!
davy:
... and balck hair with pink tips sounds cool 
I wish I could become a drunk! I could drink whenever and ppl would just excuse it! I could drink for whatever reason and it would be fine!!
I think I need to get fucked up!!! Too bad I am a diabetic!!!
I think what I need is a night that goes like this:
Video game for about an hour.
GOOD food...and I dont eat...
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I think I need to get fucked up!!! Too bad I am a diabetic!!!
I think what I need is a night that goes like this:
Video game for about an hour.
GOOD food...and I dont eat...
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jay_blank:
haha...I'm not saying we'd die....maybe just an overnight at the hospital... 
But, I guarantee it would be a good story; one for the ages!
Uh oh...you said the "C" word....time for me to start talking about "normal" things. "So, have you seen any good movies lately?"
But, I guarantee it would be a good story; one for the ages!
Uh oh...you said the "C" word....time for me to start talking about "normal" things. "So, have you seen any good movies lately?"
jay_blank:
Was the move the Prestige? That kicked ass! Batman and Wolverine in the same movie? Whaat? And David Bowie doing his thing. I liked that movie a ton.
Scarlett and the Johansson twins were great as well!
Was the move the Prestige? That kicked ass! Batman and Wolverine in the same movie? Whaat? And David Bowie doing his thing. I liked that movie a ton.
Scarlett and the Johansson twins were great as well!
I LOVE SG!!!!!
This place ROCKS! I WILL be an SG and thats all there is too it!!!!
fuzzyky:
Glad you had a fun,safe trip. Am happy for you that your so thrilled about your artwork/gift. If the artist reads your blogs;she's guarenteed to know of your joy. It comes thruj your works very clearly.
I believe I wanrned you about the itchy nipple thing......
oxoxoxooxo
Fuzzy
I believe I wanrned you about the itchy nipple thing......
oxoxoxooxo
Fuzzy
mrsted_stryker:
I wish I could become a drunk! I could drink whenever and ppl would just excuse it! I could drink for whatever reason and it would be fine!!
I think I need to get fucked up!!! Too bad I am a diabetic!!!
I think what I need is a night that goes like this:
Video game for about an hour.
GOOD food...and I dont eat much so woo hoo!!
Bubble bath with a beautiful woman...
SEX with that beautiful woman...
GREAT movies for a few hours...
And than off to bed for more fun with that beautiful woman!! And she BETTER like to cuddle....I really want to cuddle!!
SIGH. I guess I will settle for a sammich (sp is RIGHT!!!)
Bubble bath alone....
Watch a good movie...I think I need to watch LadyHawk...that movie always makes me feel beter!
And than go to sleep and get a good night sleep...alone!!
There will always be soem woman that I like. Some man that I like. What is important to me is that they like these things too! And they dont mind when I run away for a bit! No worries...I am a faithfull fishy!!!
See ya all later!!
A
oh and PETER? Yes this IS me talking...just me. MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Promise! hahaha
I think I need to get fucked up!!! Too bad I am a diabetic!!!
I think what I need is a night that goes like this:
Video game for about an hour.
GOOD food...and I dont eat much so woo hoo!!
Bubble bath with a beautiful woman...
SEX with that beautiful woman...
GREAT movies for a few hours...
And than off to bed for more fun with that beautiful woman!! And she BETTER like to cuddle....I really want to cuddle!!
SIGH. I guess I will settle for a sammich (sp is RIGHT!!!)
Bubble bath alone....
Watch a good movie...I think I need to watch LadyHawk...that movie always makes me feel beter!
And than go to sleep and get a good night sleep...alone!!
There will always be soem woman that I like. Some man that I like. What is important to me is that they like these things too! And they dont mind when I run away for a bit! No worries...I am a faithfull fishy!!!
See ya all later!!
A
oh and PETER? Yes this IS me talking...just me. MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Promise! hahaha
I PIERCED MY NIPPLES!!!!
I wanted to get them double pierced in an X but I have a hard time healing so I just got a regular hoop! It didnt hurt at all! Actually I think I kinda LIKED it! Made me tingle in my no no and want girly lovin again!
WTF??? For some reason I seem to just want girly lovin lately....hmmmmm
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I wanted to get them double pierced in an X but I have a hard time healing so I just got a regular hoop! It didnt hurt at all! Actually I think I kinda LIKED it! Made me tingle in my no no and want girly lovin again!
WTF??? For some reason I seem to just want girly lovin lately....hmmmmm
I...
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kovu:
OHMIGOD you are so SOOOO cute on the phone!!
kovu:
thank you x1000239587123951207560129365087236
i LOVE that man!!!! thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!
yorue right...that mountains are pretty!
and Peters got a GREAT bum...you shoulda grabbed it for me...
i LOVE that man!!!! thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!
yorue right...that mountains are pretty!
and Peters got a GREAT bum...you shoulda grabbed it for me...
OK ired of looking at the drunk Journal post! LOL
I have been SO busy! I feel bad because i feel like I am neglecting you all! I LIVE to help ppl so when I dont respond very fast to your PMs I feel guilty! LOL Makes me happy to get to you all! So I decided to let you all know what is going...
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I have been SO busy! I feel bad because i feel like I am neglecting you all! I LIVE to help ppl so when I dont respond very fast to your PMs I feel guilty! LOL Makes me happy to get to you all! So I decided to let you all know what is going...
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jay_blank:
Whaaaa? I missed a drunk Aidin? I'm pm'ing you my digits right now. Drunk text away! haha... I'm always reluctant to open my phone after a night out because you KNOW I was on that bitch sending everyone in my address list a message about something. That would have been fantastic!
Best o'luck with the piercings tomorrow!
Oh, and usually before a shoot, I meditate to a John Tesh cd and try to breathe in the steam from a fresh made bowl of vegetable chicken soup. It definitely helps clear the brain....
Best o'luck with the piercings tomorrow!
Oh, and usually before a shoot, I meditate to a John Tesh cd and try to breathe in the steam from a fresh made bowl of vegetable chicken soup. It definitely helps clear the brain....
orange_lily:
You are such a doll!
Good luck with your piercings!!
I have had mine for almost a year, and, in my opinion, they are not as bad as you think they will be. I mean, it hurts, but totally worth it!
They're gonna be beautiful!
Good luck with your piercings!!
I have had mine for almost a year, and, in my opinion, they are not as bad as you think they will be. I mean, it hurts, but totally worth it!
They're gonna be beautiful!
LOL
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Diabetes is just fine right now.
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NEEDS some lovin! maybe some girly lovin...Hmmmm I cant decide!!!
I went out tonight and saw an old friend from 13 years ago spin!!!! Then i really wanted to talk to Kovu and WolfJ at the same time because they both make me smile but only HE was up!!! *sigh* I cant...
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DRUNK
DRUNK
DRUNK
Diabetes is just fine right now.
DRUNK
DRUNK
DRUNK
NEEDS some lovin! maybe some girly lovin...Hmmmm I cant decide!!!
I went out tonight and saw an old friend from 13 years ago spin!!!! Then i really wanted to talk to Kovu and WolfJ at the same time because they both make me smile but only HE was up!!! *sigh* I cant...
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teddy__kgb:
...hmmm, donkey dingleberries. i might use that one later, ill make sure to credit you, though.
kovu:
what is this..sugar..you talk about?
Let me know if you want/need anything.