Question: does the roller coaster ever stop? Or even slow down? Cuz if it slows down I am gonna jump off and catch a better one cuz this one sucks. not fun at all! LOL
I'm ok tho....just a little frazzled. Got a lot going on ya know? GOOD stuff....BAD stuff....STUFF....kinda complicated and all but no worries....I have HAD to learn to be strong and...
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I'm ok tho....just a little frazzled. Got a lot going on ya know? GOOD stuff....BAD stuff....STUFF....kinda complicated and all but no worries....I have HAD to learn to be strong and...
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ok I am not grey yet.....?
Not complaining tho...but it will probably be any day now!!
No worries..as soon as my broke ass gets paid I wil be back! I get paid on the 20th so I will be back then for sure!! PROMISE!!!!
Life is strange and That Karma really IS a bitch but even tho I am stressed I am happy. I miss...
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Not complaining tho...but it will probably be any day now!!
No worries..as soon as my broke ass gets paid I wil be back! I get paid on the 20th so I will be back then for sure!! PROMISE!!!!
Life is strange and That Karma really IS a bitch but even tho I am stressed I am happy. I miss...
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kovu:
yeah he told me last night. time for a certain lady to learn to behave herself!! hahaha. 
hope things work out for you.
i cant wait till i get down there. 3 weeks to a month or so. we havent settled on dates yet, but were working on it! just think..when you meet me..ill be a married woman! ...weird eh? ack im so happy!!!
hope things work out for you.
i cant wait till i get down there. 3 weeks to a month or so. we havent settled on dates yet, but were working on it! just think..when you meet me..ill be a married woman! ...weird eh? ack im so happy!!!
still here for the time being...dont know how long tho....LOL
The shoot went VERY well!!! I wasnt as nervous as I thought and once we started I felt very comfortable!! Morningstar55 made me feel very comfortable and is so WONDERFUL! I advise EVERYONE if you get a chance to shoot with him!!!
I wont know much until I see the thumbnails in a week or...
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The shoot went VERY well!!! I wasnt as nervous as I thought and once we started I felt very comfortable!! Morningstar55 made me feel very comfortable and is so WONDERFUL! I advise EVERYONE if you get a chance to shoot with him!!!
I wont know much until I see the thumbnails in a week or...
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kovu:
not gray yet!!!
glad to hear the set went well...or course we all knew it would
(you were nervous over nuttin)
maybe if Peters cool with me shooting another set, ill giver a whirl too. maybe.
glad to hear the set went well...or course we all knew it would
(you were nervous over nuttin)
maybe if Peters cool with me shooting another set, ill giver a whirl too. maybe.
darthme:
YAY! i can't wait to see! Congrats!!!
ok just to let ya all know....my account here is going to expire in like a day or so!!! No worries I WILL be back! I get paid in two weeks so when I do you will see me again!
If you want to get in touch with me contact me at my MySpace page...but dont click on the link...look me up with my name....
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If you want to get in touch with me contact me at my MySpace page...but dont click on the link...look me up with my name....
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fuzzyky:
Hurry back.... We're all anxious to hear about your success!!
XOXOXOXO
XOXOXOXO
wolfj:
Hope your shoot went well
Actually for those few of you that read my last journal entry...strike that. After I wrote it I FREAKED out! I mean FREAKED THE FUCK out! I got out all the emotions I have been feeling for months. It all came out at once. And I threw up. A lot. And now to be honest I do feel better. It is kinda weird. I feel...
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fuzzyky:
Knock 'em dead there Sexy Girl!!!
kovu:
good luck with the shoot...although im sure you dont need it
Ya ya ya I know I sounded pretty strong yesterday but today I am not. I am angry and sad and aI kinda feel lost. For the first time I quit running. I was scared but I took a chance. I dont even know if there is something to stay for. How can I be so strong yet so weak?
I cant stop listening to...
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kovu:
dont stress so much. the guy was a retard.
tomorrow you will shoot a great set. youll go pink.
tomorrow you will shoot a great set. youll go pink.
davy:
take off Mad World and put on something kick ass that makes you smile... it might be difficcult at first but you need to get that strength back just for a couple of days, as you said tomorrow is important to YOU and you mustn't let ANYBODY mess that up for you! You need to get yer shit together, sort out what you need for tomorrow, eat, drink plenty of water and not worry about the last couple of days... you can come back to them in a day or so... For now just do waht you need to get ready and get an early night, tomorrow you'r gonna look fantastic and be soooo sexy. I can see you're starlight all the way from here.
On Sunday you can put Mad World back on again ( but please... the original! lol) and go back to feeling sad again... but now.... Sand Up and Kick some Ass! You're a Suicide Girl!!! Don't fucking take the shit.... Dish the Shit!!!
:o)
On Sunday you can put Mad World back on again ( but please... the original! lol) and go back to feeling sad again... but now.... Sand Up and Kick some Ass! You're a Suicide Girl!!! Don't fucking take the shit.... Dish the Shit!!!
:o)
wow....2 posts in one day....sigh....
So the person that I was blogging about the past few days is GONE. I just cant DO it anymore. For some odd reason I am NOT upset...irritated but not upset. The whole thing was stupid. A stupid argument. Well can you even call it an argument when the other person wont let you talk, wont let you say the...
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So the person that I was blogging about the past few days is GONE. I just cant DO it anymore. For some odd reason I am NOT upset...irritated but not upset. The whole thing was stupid. A stupid argument. Well can you even call it an argument when the other person wont let you talk, wont let you say the...
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wolfj:
Wait how can you argue without saying fuck? How the hell can you even have a conversation without saying fuck?
Did you do it pink like we talked about or did you decide on something different?
Did you do it pink like we talked about or did you decide on something different?
fuzzyky:
So, the next blog from you should be full of lurid details and hangover cures??? 
Ok can someone please tell me why I get myself into situations that make me uncomfortable? Or make me want to run? Am I really just that stupid? Or is my fear of hurting someone just too strong to do what I feel is right? I dont know....
Ever feel a connection but not sure what to do because its weird and you keep thinking...
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Ever feel a connection but not sure what to do because its weird and you keep thinking...
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pmonkeyesquire:
sister! you gotta lose the zero and get a hero!! Me time rules!!!
fuzzyky:
We ALL always get ourselves into situations like you describe. You're by no means alone on that. Fortunately; we all almost always get ourselves OUT of them too. Especially if we're self-aware enough to question them outloud, as you are. Listen to your gut feelings. they'll see you thru.....
Tired.... work,class and clinicals.
Happy..... I finally found The job for me.... and it only took 45 years.
poor.... I work for a goverment agency. money sucks.
Rich.... I have the very best family in the world. the ver ybest. I have great friends, and lastly, class and clinicals are 5 weeks away from ending. I will have reached a goal I set a year ago. And not an easy one at that.... So, I guess Proud and Lucky are in there too....
Hang in there Sexy!!!!
Tired.... work,class and clinicals.
Happy..... I finally found The job for me.... and it only took 45 years.
poor.... I work for a goverment agency. money sucks.
Rich.... I have the very best family in the world. the ver ybest. I have great friends, and lastly, class and clinicals are 5 weeks away from ending. I will have reached a goal I set a year ago. And not an easy one at that.... So, I guess Proud and Lucky are in there too....
Hang in there Sexy!!!!
Ya ok so things are better....MUCH better actually....but no details for you! LOL
My set is on Saturday with the WONDERFUL Morningstar55!!! I really am nervous. Only because I have a great photographer so not worries there, a great set idea so just excited there. The only thing that would really fuck this up is........ME! LOL
*side note* Just got off the phone with...
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My set is on Saturday with the WONDERFUL Morningstar55!!! I really am nervous. Only because I have a great photographer so not worries there, a great set idea so just excited there. The only thing that would really fuck this up is........ME! LOL
*side note* Just got off the phone with...
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luh:
YAY!!! I'm so happy for you! I can't wait to hear how everything went. Hang in there, you'll do fine.
Things are better...thanks all!!
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egosum:
Another happy ending!
Divine
Divine
yeah lifes always up and down, some days I'd be happy with sideways
Take care !