I just got off the phone with my mom. She had a doctors appointment today...well a check up...they did blood work last week and this morning they had to do a mammogram. My... Read More
*hugs* I try to believe that everything happens the way it does for a reason, and when it's time for you to move, you will know it. Both you and your mom will be in my thoughts.. Hang in there.
I am so sorry that your mom has cancer. Especially just after beating skin cancer. My mom had cancer this year and I have an aunt that is a breast cancer survivor and now is a counselor. If you would like her number please let me know. The move and all that other stuff can be put on the back burner. Let me know if I can do anything
I love sounding like a Miss America contest I personally believe the meaning of life is to help each other.
I am not sure what I believe but I find myself reading my horoscope everyday.
I have always loved the symbolism of the fish and in fact have many koi paintings and statues in my office. I also have a pond with koi and other gold fish.
Most Asian cultures believe the fish is a symbol of prosperity, achievement, perseverance, courage, fertility and luck.
You aren't secretive. Everyone wants their freetime. Their time to be THEMSELVES even in a relationship or even a marriage. Marriage IS life forever with the person you love (or it should be) but you still have to be your own person you still have to be YOU. Alot of marriages and relationships fail cause one person won't let the other one be who they are to be the person they fell in love with. I can't lie i have done it before and smothered a girl. Its hard NOT to do it its kinda my personallity. But i have found best thing to do is explain it they kinda push me back an inch and i stay there.. still in arms length still loving them I can't wait for you to get here i promise you will love it here.
On top of everything...I have a cold with two...count them...TWO ear infections!!!
I feel like crap!
*wait...sick unhappy post ahead....with a promise of SOMETHING happy at the end!*
So ya I am sick...VERY! And my mom calls and I tell her how sick I am. She replies with "awww that sucks. So ya want to come to dinner at MY house?" I told her thanks... Read More
I wish I was in Chicago.....right now this moment...right now more than ever.
I HATE Albuquerque....BLEH
*Christmas wish*
"Santa can you please either make 5 months go faster or get me to Chicago by some Christmas miracle NOW?? I promise to be a good girl!!"
I am a sad fishy....
and this is a double post for some retarted reason!!
Hopefully the next few months will move quickly. I think I would rather be in Albuquerque then Chicago during the winter.
Have a wonderful rest of your week!
I wish I was in Chicago.....right now this moment...right now more than ever.
I HATE Albuquerque....BLEH
*Christmas wish*
"Santa can you please either make 5 months go faster or get me to Chicago by some Christmas miracle NOW?? I promise to be a good girl!!"
I wish I could share.
Share with my mom.
Share with my friends...
and completely share with all of you...
as happy as I am for the first time in my life....and I am happier than I have ever been....this makes me a little sad not to be able to share with the ppl I love and care about all of my happiness....
All the... Read More
I am constantly amazed at how life has a funny way of working out! I mean, one minute I am thinking my life is over. I lost most of my friends and the man I thought I loved more than life. I was REALLY down! and than the Gods decided that I had had enough and allowed me to see the light at the end... Read More
I think you have the right attitude and are right on target! I think it is wonderful that you are taking opportunity to reinvent yourself in Chicago. I am sure you will have no problem finding new and wonderful friends (and you always have your virtual friends here on SG )
wow i took to long to comment now I'm gonna be on the second page lol we are all glad to have you here in chicago and i feel so HAPPY cause I was the one that showed you that picture lol keep me up to date on when you are coming here dates and what not. Maybe i can meet you at the airport or what ever.
WOW!!!! Life really has a crazy way of leading you to a decision!!
Things with Sean ARE over. We spoke (thru txt) a tiny bit today and didnt fight. I am gonna give back the tuner and speakers that I was holding for random and take the money he was offering...because......
I AM MOVING!! I have decided to move to Chicago. Ya its MUCH colder... Read More
This has NOTHING to do with Sean.....promise.
I stumbled upon these lyrics and it felt like they were already going through my head...
Not because of Sean...I ASSURE you...
Anyway....thats all I am willing to say about that....
Hope you are doing a little better lately... seems like you maybe at least a bit looking at your blog and posts lately. Much love to you from all of us geezers
I personally believe the meaning of life is to help each other. 
I can't wait for you to get here i promise you will love it here. 
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lol keep me up to date on when you are coming here dates and what not. Maybe i can meet you at the airport or what ever. 
