mrsmead

damn.
my friend brad got mugged and beaten really fucking badly..........
and my ex's childhood dog was put down.

crappy couple of days
not so much for me, but i still feel bad for them

on a lighter note, i had a good time writing dirty haiku tonight
also, bacardi ciclon is actually really good (who'd have thought)

tomorrow is sunday, but i bought beer in advance (hehe, fuck the blue laws)

i got an orchid today that someone left out on their fire escape until it was almost dead (i don't feel the least bit bad for stealing it)
i've never had an orchid before, it's kind of exciting (ok, so i'm a plant dork)
that stupid cokehead cat keps biting me.
i wish it wasn't so goddamn cold out (quiet, yankees) i feel like riding my bike

Baroness and Circle Takes the Square rocked my drunk ass last night!!!
oh yes!!!!!
Drew gave me a free Circle cd, too

ok, this is kinda strange, but i see cute boys all the time, and i like looking at them. unfortunately, i have no real desire to touch them. i've only met one boy i really liked playing with (one of my best friends who just moved away )
here's the question: am i actually bi? i've never had any interest whatsoever in any guy below the waist, and only a couple at all (other than staring)
i'm confused.............
ah, fuck it. i know i like looking at girls, and i really like touching them, so maybe i'll just stick with that.
(rocked the ex sex the other night, that was nice)

i need some pot..........
and a few pool games.........
Smead signing off..........