mrsmead

went to the beach today and reminded myself why i don't go except at night
i hate strangers in public, they scare me and serve to remind me of my own flaws as well as all the things i do that don't make a bit of fucking difference, ala not littering and being vegan
got a beer and sat under the pier until i started freaking out
called in mentally unstable to work
now i sit here in my apartment
does anyone else always think everybody is staring at them, or is that just me
oh, well, at least i admit i have a problem
sigh....
Piggy!