When evolution selects its agents, it does so at a cost, makes demands in exchange for singularity and you may be asked to do something against your very nature. Suddenly the change in your life that should have been wonderful comes as a betrayal. It may seem cruel, but the goal is nothing short of self-preservation, survival.
Some individuals, it is true, are more special. This is natural selection. It begins as a single individual born or hatched like every other member of their species. Anonymous. Seemingly ordinary. Except theyre not. They carry inside them the genetic code that will take their species to the next evolutionary rung. Its destiny.
well my relationship is over. im single. i guess we will see what happens next
In the beginning there was discovery. A confusion of elements. The first snowfall of impossible change. Old lives undone, left behind. Strange faces made familiar. New nightmares to challenge sleep. New friends to feel safe with. Only then comes control. The need to impose order unto chaos, through determination, through study, through struggle. All in defiance of a thundering truth. Theyre here, and the earth...
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Goodnight, Moon
When we embrace what lies within, our potential knows no limit. The future is filled with promise. The present, rife with expectation. But when we deny our instinct and struggle against our deepest urges, uncertainty begins. Where does this path lead? When will the changes end? Is this transformation a gift... or a curse? And for those that fear what lies ahead, the most important...
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sindi:
This is lovely 
another day has begun. im about to head to work now for another long day. i have a little more hope today than i did yesterday. i learned that somehow, some people read this crap i wirte. and it kinda makes me feel better
. good day SG, stay classy
. good day SG, stay classy
so im horribly confused...
today my girlfriend... my ex... i dont know what to call her. but she came by to drop off a couple things. she brought a check for rent, the shower curtain she took, and a hairbrush.... oh and "blankie" it was her blanket that i kinda took over because it was hers and cute and made me comfortable.
so she dropped...
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today my girlfriend... my ex... i dont know what to call her. but she came by to drop off a couple things. she brought a check for rent, the shower curtain she took, and a hairbrush.... oh and "blankie" it was her blanket that i kinda took over because it was hers and cute and made me comfortable.
so she dropped...
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lyvia:
This sounds like a horrid situation, I hope you work it out soon. Healing is hard enough with closure but it sounds like you don't have any, which sucks. Good luck x
mrkillerchef:
thank you Lyvia.
to be perfectly honest i didnt think anyone was reading these things. i thought it was a safe and secure way to express what i really feel, without anyone judging me. i cant tell family or they will hate her. i cant tell friends or they think i screwed up. its almost nice to know that a stranger can read my words and listen to my heart, and atleast understand me a little...
so thank you.... anyone reading this. for being my support and my friend
to be perfectly honest i didnt think anyone was reading these things. i thought it was a safe and secure way to express what i really feel, without anyone judging me. i cant tell family or they will hate her. i cant tell friends or they think i screwed up. its almost nice to know that a stranger can read my words and listen to my heart, and atleast understand me a little...
so thank you.... anyone reading this. for being my support and my friend
so another day has gone by. relatively normal day at work. had a decent sales day. sold a few big computers with everything attached to them. had a 2000$ sale. so that was good. got a ride home with the boss.
but i realized today, Ashley has no intention of coming back. no intention of bringing back the cat. she has no interest in trying...
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but i realized today, Ashley has no intention of coming back. no intention of bringing back the cat. she has no interest in trying...
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watching Heroes on netflix
realizing my relationship is pretty much over. i dont think shes coming back at all. she talks about not giving back my kitten. and about getting a job where she is now. things that prevent her from coming back. she says she will talk with me in person after she has a job. but that can be months. i dont know...
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realizing my relationship is pretty much over. i dont think shes coming back at all. she talks about not giving back my kitten. and about getting a job where she is now. things that prevent her from coming back. she says she will talk with me in person after she has a job. but that can be months. i dont know...
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