so another day has gone by. relatively normal day at work. had a decent sales day. sold a few big computers with everything attached to them. had a 2000$ sale. so that was good. got a ride home with the boss.
but i realized today, Ashley has no intention of coming back. no intention of bringing back the cat. she has no interest in trying to make it work. she intends to get a job up in maine, work and live at home with her mother. i dont know what to say. but i realized today that its over.
she hasnt told me its over, but even without hearing the words, i can feel that its over. she just doesnt love me like she used to. and i cant blame her. all i can do is trudge on and make a new life...
maybe this is a new start for me. lets see. good night SG
but i realized today, Ashley has no intention of coming back. no intention of bringing back the cat. she has no interest in trying to make it work. she intends to get a job up in maine, work and live at home with her mother. i dont know what to say. but i realized today that its over.
she hasnt told me its over, but even without hearing the words, i can feel that its over. she just doesnt love me like she used to. and i cant blame her. all i can do is trudge on and make a new life...
maybe this is a new start for me. lets see. good night SG
