mrginger

It may be hard for some of you to believe, but I'm a chronic heartbreaker. I'm afraid of being loved. As soon as someone starts to really love me, I give them every reason I can not to. Mostly I neglect them. I keep them waiting. I ignore them. I don't know what it is. I don't know what I'm running from or waiting for. If there is some huge act of fate or destiny in the cards, Now would be a good time. Maybe I'm addicted to lonliness so I seek it. Maybe I could never return the love that's been given to me as completely as I've recieved it. I have to make it up somewhere. I have to give myself. Or else, What good am I? and a death alone will be deserved. I've become a waste of time, a waste of love. A Mistake. I'm sorry Minna.