mrdouchebag

As always; my pursuit of prolonged happiness goes against the very flow of life.

I don't want to lose you.
I don't know what to do.

Why can't I hold onto my love?

The fickle pursuit of fabricated treasure means nothing
when the absence of beauty threatens my waking moments.

My worst fears stand teetering on the edge of my thoughts.
Showing signs only to...
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i just woke up.
i ingested the entire contents of a 4oz bottle of robitussin night time cough and cold last night.
contrary to most descriptions of being up for multiple days and feeling hallucinogenic effects, i just kinda sat around coughing like a bitch, wishing i could breathe.
every time i cough its as if my throat is expelling oompa loompa back alley abortions....
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i have no friends

*clap* *clap*

i have no friends.

I think I'm beginning to notice a pattern here. I wake up... drunk... Somebody calls me... we drink... Somebody else calls me... live music... we drink.. Hang out with awesome people... drunk.

I'm drunk.

Its 6:58 a.m. Cheese is laughing in a hysteric manner...
He's been asleep since i got here at 5... I'm mildly scared of sleep laughter.

Somewhere in between me chugging lots...
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It seems to be 7:11 am. Not something that's too far fetched from my average bed time, and if you know me then you know this ungodly nihilistic ritual thats plagued my waking life as of late. But I digress. This is a joyous and celebratory time, my good friend Vidalia has introduced me to the lovely world of Suicide Girls and I couldn't be...
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