mr_ruckus's SuicideGirls Blog

Sometimes a friend can make better sense of a situation than you can. My homegirl Joy and I went out to dinner tonight and she SCHOOLED me on relationships. I've been vulnerable and I've been strong. Right now, I need to be a source of strength. So please,To whatever Deity you claim,just drop a word for me! All wounds become scars become badges of survival....
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jerawyn:

Definately trying to work on your request....i'll be sure to tell you when we do...don't be discouraged if it's a while from now...we live a couple hours apart and are separately so busy...but it is a priority. heehe

Feb 20, 2004

n8tvegrl:

Your profile made me smile. Thanks for your comments in my journal... I'd love to chat sometime although I am usually only on here while I'm at work.

If you have yahoo my screen name is the same and I'm usually logged in under stealth mode during the day.

Feb 20, 2004

I was sitting on the train coming home when I saw this couple and this one popped in my head. Who it helps,let it!

Love Like
by Shihan the Poet

I want a love like me

thinking of you

thinking of me
thinking of you type love,
or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to
myself about how I feel about you...
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judypatricia:

That's a great poem.
But it made me sigh. :\

Feb 19, 2004

xffan:

very beautiful

Feb 19, 2004

Everyone have a blessed day! I'll post something good later today! Promise!

tigress:

will it have anything to do with Bailey's?

Feb 17, 2004

ativan101:

IT BETTER BE GOOD!!!!!!!!

Feb 18, 2004

My happiness is still kicking like Bruce Lee!

I rocked my communications mid-term and got an A on my VB.net project!

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demonbuttercup:

Great for you!!!

...and thanks!

Feb 17, 2004

demonbuttercup:

and isn't Bomb the Suburbs a great fuckin' book?!!

Feb 17, 2004

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sita:

Oh, right on!

I found a center here in San Francisco. I just have to get up the nerve to go and enroll. I don't have the same stamina that I used to (too much lazin' around and beer). I feel like I should start out with something a little less high-impact. I just can't seem to pace myself.

Maybe next week I can make the "beginner" class and see how I hang. lol.

Feb 16, 2004

ativan101:

Heah, I forgot to ask you yesterday.....Is that you in the photo above? If so, you go w/ your bad self!!!!!

Feb 17, 2004

Crucial Conflict

Heart:
I have so many unfilled needs
Sometimes I feel my spirit bleed
I have a void that itches and I
Will do whatever is necessary to satisfy.

Mind:
There is a way that's right or wrong
You are an adult you must act grown
You know you can't have things your way
What would the Higher Power say?

Heart:
He would tell...
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tigress:

I'm glad you're fine. keep it that way.

peace.....

Feb 15, 2004

puresauciness:

Ah, the ageless conflict between the rational and irrational parts of ourselves. I lack the eloquence to make the bloodletting so poetic.

Feb 15, 2004

Cheers, to a Pathetic Valentine

aaaawww Rawbzilla, Valentines day weekend is here
feels real pathetic, that you have no one to share
this day of love, painted with the color red
sad but true, you will be alone in bed
writing sad poetry, like a pathetic poet
while lovers will be drinking rum and moet
when was the last time a woman touched your skin...
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ativan101: