Edited to add a warning for all the pointless bitching up ahead. Detour can be any button you press that will take you away from this mopey entry.
Quick update because it is 2 in the morning. Even though I've been sleeping since 8..
I'm actually feeling quite irate. The sleep was supposed to help minimize the irritation I felt earlier, apparently my self had...
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Quick update because it is 2 in the morning. Even though I've been sleeping since 8..
I'm actually feeling quite irate. The sleep was supposed to help minimize the irritation I felt earlier, apparently my self had... Read More
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I need to stop pussyfootin around. I took another little break; not necessarily from the computer, but from doing much of anything on it. Yes, my addiction (halfway returned and) has kept me sitting here, but staring at a blank screen most of the time. Or school work. I finally got somewhere with all that.
We have my aunts cat, Sebastian, until next sunday. He...
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We have my aunts cat, Sebastian, until next sunday. He...
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ilsa:
Awww fat kitty! 
adalius:
I think you're cute ;-)
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rstones33:
How is Moya tonite?
Hope yer awright.
Hope yer awright.
codemonkeym:
The most wonderful thing in the world is the success of a fool and the failure of a wise man.
A book is like a garden in the pocket.
I hope you feel better soon.
A book is like a garden in the pocket.
I hope you feel better soon.
I return for a short while, before I depart again. Tomorrow around 3:30 I'll be heading out to Madison til sunday. I'm staying with Neil and saturday night, we're to attend the Madison SG party. I'm excited. My father, not very much so. I think he's been venting to my mother about this when I'm not around so when I am nearby, he doesn't blow...
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joshof13thfloor:
Hey sweety.
Maybe the could fit you with a kids spacesuit?
-Josh
Maybe the could fit you with a kids spacesuit?
-Josh
niobe:
How was Madison, sweetie?
Did you get home okay? You haven't been on, I am kinda worried.
I hope you are okay.
Did you get home okay? You haven't been on, I am kinda worried.
I hope you are okay.
It's supposed to rain tomorrow; if it does, and I don't have to work, I'll have time to reply to everyones comments and surf around and see things I've missed. If not, well.. I'll get to it sometime. But thank you to everyone who left kind words as of recently. 
When it rains, it pours, and everyone around here is stressed pretty badly. Unfortunately, I...
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bastardo:
After revewing your journal entries my team of highly trained scientists have concluded this: You needs to gets your phreek on gurl!!!
rstones33:
Where R U?
I miss talking to you
I miss talking to you
You know? I had alot written..
The delete key just..fuck you, delete key.
I'm doing eh. Shit has not yet hit the fan, but it will be happening sometime soon. The waiting is killer. Problems keep bubbling up around me and I can't really see anything clearly anymore.
We have Jesse until friday, and that little bugger will definately be going to sleep with me...
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The delete key just..fuck you, delete key.
I'm doing eh. Shit has not yet hit the fan, but it will be happening sometime soon. The waiting is killer. Problems keep bubbling up around me and I can't really see anything clearly anymore.
We have Jesse until friday, and that little bugger will definately be going to sleep with me...
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korbendallas:
Ease up on the hole diggin . You need a road trip to SG headquarters...
. You need a road trip to SG headquarters...
aeryn:
I'm right there with you on the makeup. Actually, I used a lipgloss thingy for my eyes the other night... it was such a preeeety color. Only trouble is was a Burt Bees mint lip gloss. Really wouldn't reccomend it on your eyes.
I think that stuff- like all the beauty magazines are set up to make you feel ugly- so you buy all the crap.
I think that stuff- like all the beauty magazines are set up to make you feel ugly- so you buy all the crap.
I have been a terrible:
best friend
sister
daughter
girlfriend (when I had such opportunities)
I have been so:
needy
greedy
self-centered
unappreciative
stupid
neglectful
It's been a tiring day. I have a really painful headache. I feel sick.
I was told, did, found, and saw things today that proved that all to me. Harsh, I must say. I also can't 'fix' a few in...
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best friend
sister
daughter
girlfriend (when I had such opportunities)
I have been so:
needy
greedy
self-centered
unappreciative
stupid
neglectful
It's been a tiring day. I have a really painful headache. I feel sick.
I was told, did, found, and saw things today that proved that all to me. Harsh, I must say. I also can't 'fix' a few in...
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clarkekid:
Aw... sounds like you had a very emotional weekend.
Do not beat yourself up. EVERYONE is those things at some point in time... well except for us guys, I don't think we can be terrible daughters. It's called learning experiences, it's called being human and humans make mistakes. And they are not really as bad as we or other people see it.
I know I don't know everything about you, but I see you as a sweet caring person. And the fact that you feel you can be better only goes to show that you try to do what is right and that's what's important. Don't let anyone ever tell you you're a bad person, or I'll have to kick thier ass. 
Your friend was right, you can carry your drinks everywhere in Vegas. As soon as you turn 21 I suggest you take a trip there. If we're still incommunication then (which I'm sure we will be) I'll meet you there and take you around.
Do not beat yourself up. EVERYONE is those things at some point in time... well except for us guys, I don't think we can be terrible daughters. It's called learning experiences, it's called being human and humans make mistakes. And they are not really as bad as we or other people see it.
I know I don't know everything about you, but I see you as a sweet caring person. And the fact that you feel you can be better only goes to show that you try to do what is right and that's what's important.
Don't let anyone ever tell you you're a bad person, or I'll have to kick thier ass.
Your friend was right, you can carry your drinks everywhere in Vegas. As soon as you turn 21 I suggest you take a trip there. If we're still incommunication then (which I'm sure we will be) I'll meet you there and take you around.
undeserving:
the world makes everyone feel like shit from time to time. it gets better at some point, even though it usually doesn't seem like it.
What a day. I'm sure it would have been better minus the extreme case of pms, but, no. I got so stressed out at work when there was no need to be, almost gave birth to my uterus again, and I started crying when I got home because my hot dog rolled off the bun.
I'm so fucking cranky right now, but you can't tell....
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I'm so fucking cranky right now, but you can't tell....
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codemonkeym:
This is one of those I wish I was in the jungle, swinging from tree to tree with wild abandon, howling, and flinging stuff at potential predators.
rosscoe:
I suppose without dignity there isnt a great deal to be embaressed about.
I think that was just my best way of giving a compliment... people dont take that that greatly sometimes.
As for dignity... im doing ok i suppose, i have more than some.. less than others.
I dont think i've cried in about 10 years... i must be emotionally numb or something, i think we lost an hour.. last week.
As for the bat hitting, i used to have this indoor one which had foam over it... i think that'd be a pretty good hitting tool, your welcome to give me a beating with that. I hope your feeling a bit less in pain right now, maybe even catching up on some sleep if your lucky.
Oh and dont worry about being out of it.. i think its more rare for me to be with it.
x
I think that was just my best way of giving a compliment... people dont take that that greatly sometimes.
As for dignity... im doing ok i suppose, i have more than some.. less than others.
I dont think i've cried in about 10 years... i must be emotionally numb or something, i think we lost an hour.. last week.
As for the bat hitting, i used to have this indoor one which had foam over it... i think that'd be a pretty good hitting tool, your welcome to give me a beating with that. I hope your feeling a bit less in pain right now, maybe even catching up on some sleep if your lucky.
Oh and dont worry about being out of it.. i think its more rare for me to be with it.
x
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rosscoe:
double post??
but i only clicked once...
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but i only clicked once...
[Edited on Apr 03, 2005 2:52AM]
rstones33:
OK - so I feel foolish - not the first time, that's fer sure
You can tell me when you post pics- believe me, I want to know
So how was yer Saturday? Did you have a good day?
OK - so I feel foolish - not the first time, that's fer sure
You can tell me when you post pics- believe me, I want to know
So how was yer Saturday? Did you have a good day?
Sorry, no pictures tonight. I feel sick. 
I just woke up, from a terrible dream, and I feel so darn ill. Part of it is definately dehydration, despite I drank loads of water at work. I came home, and what did I do when I got home, I don't know, I can't remember. But I passed out around 7:30 and just woke up.. Saw 11:39...
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I just woke up, from a terrible dream, and I feel so darn ill. Part of it is definately dehydration, despite I drank loads of water at work. I came home, and what did I do when I got home, I don't know, I can't remember. But I passed out around 7:30 and just woke up.. Saw 11:39... Read More
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rstones33:
Damn - sounds like you could use a massage
Me - I'm ok - I had me some drinks - I got the headphones on - I did a little writing - if anything I'm fortunate to be in banking - there are very few injuries
It's damned quiet for a Friday, though.
Are you listening to music? Watching tv?
Me - I'm ok - I had me some drinks - I got the headphones on - I did a little writing - if anything I'm fortunate to be in banking - there are very few injuries
It's damned quiet for a Friday, though.
Are you listening to music? Watching tv?
rstones33:
Ok - no massages - darn the luck...
Admiring your boobs - are they doing something interesting? Did they learn a new trick?
Seriously, let me admire your boobs
I'm listening to the new Josh Rouse CD - good, mellow music.
What are you going to play for music?
Ok - no massages - darn the luck...
Admiring your boobs - are they doing something interesting? Did they learn a new trick?
Seriously, let me admire your boobs
I'm listening to the new Josh Rouse CD - good, mellow music.
What are you going to play for music?
I use it, its free, it works.
I wish I could cheer you up.