I'm so nervous rn I feel nauseated. She's been so miserable for over a week unable to poop because of the cancer, they decided to intervene because she's stopped eating.... She's putting her under as we speak for an xray first. She's got a bad heart so this is scary to me she could not wake up. Part of me realizes that wouldn't be the worst thing to happen for her..... It would at least be peaceful. But the selfish me is just not ready to let go. I've been crying all morning.

This poor baby has been through too much 💔

I can't afford this but I didn't have a choice. I just want her to be ok. Please send positive vibes... My mental health is on a string rn 😔. We didn't even get to have our morning cuddles today 😭😭😭😭