Since it has had to be cancelled now multiple times....I am honestly not sure what will happen. Obviously every time its been cancelled has been out of my control....especially this hurricane. I am so frustrated. I don't even have words. They told me they might be able to fit me in after my birthday in October or November. I am having a hard time feeling like anything matters. I am dying, and the longer this thing stays in my head the worse I feel every day.
Life is reality, and reality is never pretty.
What do you do with that.
keep going I guess. I am running out of reasons to.
I am going to watch something and hope I sleep. I have slept all day. I have no energy left.
<3
catdad:
I know it's difficult and colossally frustrating. Hang in there. <3
