Just lots of anxiety. I'm trying to stay busy so I don't think.
I got a lot of my records sent in today. Went and took care of my grandfather, and brought him some homemade masks so hopefully it cheered him up.
I reached out to my surgery team as well to inform them about my diagnosis. Hopefully my Dr can call me about it before I see him the tenth.
Still looking for the second place during the trip to book for our stay. It's getting very expensive.... I can't decide on anything because they're all stairs, carpet, no wifi, no ac, no kitchen, one bed, or a bathtub not a shower. Stupid things I have to consider for recovery. It's stressing me out so bad. Everything I like it's just too pricey 😞
I will get back to messages soon. I'm not ignoring anyone, I'm just very stressed and have a very long list of preparations to do still before we leave in less than 6 days.
Still trying to get one of my Dr's to give me anxiety meds, at least. I'm trying but I really just need something.
August 4th my friend will be hosting a drawathon, she's an amazing artist and wants to have a fundraiser. I know a lot of you ladies out there like fan art. I think she said for every donation before the event, and during will get a portrait drawn caricature style. It will be in the evening. I'm trying to research how to host two people to a platform and on multiple places live? Anyone have any info on this lmk.
I've been feeling very alone. I know I'm not. But I feel it. I spend most days alone while Jon sleeps. It's not been doing me any favors though. I know he's sick, but it really sucks. I will be isolated in the hospital also. I thought about maybe streaming or something idk. I will need company somehow.
That's about all there is to update I guess. Thank you all for your continued encouragement and love. ✌️
