I’m feeling so unmotivated to do pretty much anything. Not going to lie.
anyway....with my surgery postponed...cancelled...whatever you wanna call it I just feel useless. I have a head cold too, so it’s added joy 😞
about two days ago, I woke up to this....leak.....or something...
So now I have to come up with 1200$ to fix my broken ac by next week. The whole thing is busted. Found out we still have a home warranty, boy aren’t we lucky. It’s still unaffordable....I don’t want to touch my surgery money so that’s a concern 😞
My ceiling is full of mold so I don’t think it’s helping my illness right now...who knows maybe it cause it.
Things are feeling pretty desperate....desperate to have ac and desperate to stop being sick with a cold or flu or whatever it is....ugh. I think I’m depressed...probably because I have no idea now how, if, or when I can have this stupid brain tumor evicted now. It’s like my hopes are constantly shattered sometimes.
Hope y’all have enough toilet paper 🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻🧻