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I am sorry for my sadness...I cant really explain it but its overwhelming and I feel completely paralyzed by it. I dont want to talk about...That's just too much.

I just feel so depressed it's overwhelming. I have never felt this bad in my life. I can feel it physically and I just feel sick. In a month, I'll be having my head cut open and I dont know if I will wake up from it let alone how it's going to permanently damage my body and mind.

I cant explain this feeling. Its like standing in front of traffic and your too paralyzed to jump out of the way. What can I say....

It will pass, hopefully.

I know yall are trying to reach out but I just cant really handle even talking about this much more than this. I am sorry if that offends anyone. Its just too overwhelming of a feeling I cant explain it.

Please understand<3

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42dave42:
ISO stated it very well, some folks will never understand.
hijodelantorcha:
Your feelings are always valid. They might not make sense. They might not seem sane. They might not seem helpful at the moment. But, they are ALWAYS VALID. You have every right to feel however you might feel. Sometimes we don't want to talk. Sometimes we don't want answers or advice. Sometimes all we want is to state our grievances.Ā  Sometimes all we want is to BE HEARD.Ā  Please don't worry about offending us. It's more important that you take care of yourself.Ā  Your family and friends (including us here at SG) love you and want what is best for you. Feel free to feel all of the emotions that your humanity allows...and then feel the strength and resiliency that comes from being your true and perfect self. You've got this!!! You're amazing!!! You're more than how you feel today...and you'll feel better in due time. All of us here at SG continue to keep you in our thoughts and send wishes for health and happiness.

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