Thought I was doing ok, but I over did it again so I have been down with nerve pain and migraine again....my skin burns and I cant feel my tongue and I have bit it like 4 times...It would probably hurt if I could feel it. I cant express my annoyance with this crap enough. I have so many days now where I feel ok one minute and I am just crying uncontrollably the next. I try to think of better happy things but lately I am so bored and aimlessly without purpose I dont even want to get out of bed. I have so much tingling and burning in my skin its making me go mad almost today. It feels like I rolled in catus. I am sorry to complain and I know I wouldn't because it could be worse...so many people have it worse. I spent an hour on the phone today with MD anderson...Tomorrow I have to call all of these places I have had treatment and get records sent over to the cancer center. I am going mad.
Please distract me. Send me questions, surveys, quizzes, heck IDC I need to stop thinking about this bullshit.
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