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Thought I was doing ok, but I over did it again so I have been down with nerve pain and migraine again....my skin burns and I cant feel my tongue and I have bit it like 4 times...It would probably hurt if I could feel it. I cant express my annoyance with this crap enough. I have so many days now where I feel ok one minute and I am just crying uncontrollably the next. I try to think of better happy things but lately I am so bored and aimlessly without purpose I dont even want to get out of bed. I have so much tingling and burning in my skin its making me go mad almost today. It feels like I rolled in catus. I am sorry to complain and I know I wouldn't because it could be worse...so many people have it worse. I spent an hour on the phone today with MD anderson...Tomorrow I have to call all of these places I have had treatment and get records sent over to the cancer center. I am going mad.

Please distract me. Send me questions, surveys, quizzes, heck IDC I need to stop thinking about this bullshit.

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dbo9027:
You complain as much as you like. Get it out of your head, and written down then try to let it go as much as possible. It's cathartic. I know it always makes me feel better. If you keep it in, it will just poison you slowly until it gets too much to bare. I want you to please let go of the "others deal with so much more than me" thoughts, because pain is pain is pain. Don't mitigate your struggles. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
yaoth:
Im late to the party but what are your favorite plants? Trees? Flowers? Been in my garden a lot lately and I find it soothing

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