So that is what I am doing. This tumor isn't going to ruin my life. I've been unpacking slowly and putting things away..... I made myself a few peaceful little spots to escape the chaos but it seems going outside during mosquito season isn't an option for me. Little bitches never bothered me before but looks like they do now to the point it puts me in bed for a few days... Mosquitoes got inside and ate my arms and legs, I've been scratching in my sleep and I got infected 🙄. I look like I got beat up. Egg sized welts on top of my hands, bottom of my feet, legs, ankles and both arms. It's shit. 
what do ya'll think of my new, inside, mostly mosquito free spot🤣. So I figured out our sneaky ass dog has been pushing the back door open, so I'm locking it now, and that's why the house is full of mosquitoes.
last night I slept in two blankets, pants, slippers, two shirts, and a hoodie over my head so the remaining mosquitoes couldn't kill me 🙄. One just flew by as I type. My eyes are getting so bad from the tumor I can't catch them as well anymore. I turned all the ceiling fans on high so they can't really land on me or the poor cat. I learned it can take two weeks for the bastards to die on their own 😡
got my office closet set, so now I can work. Need to get the boats hung though. I need space in the garage to pour resin, not good in the house so.... I'll get to it soon.
In the meantime...
I spent a few hours last night prepping canvas for that though. Planning these mini geodes, what do you think? I'm going to use them to raise money to go to Texas for brain surgery. I'll probably need several trips, and a couple weeks of recovery in the state.
I'm trying not to work too hard. I've been trying to remember self care. It's hard when most days you're sick and then on good days you've gotta get shit done.
So here's one last question, I'm facing facial paralysis, what do you guys think of that? It's what I'm struggling with the hardest, would I even be pretty anymore 😔. I fear the idea I'd be single ever again and people would think I'm a freak.....
Hope ya'll had a nice memorial day weekend. Just a reminder it's not about BBQ's and boob suits. The brothers and sisters we've lost, including members here❤️ this is to you @soylentzombie Ian Burss, Ben Burke and to you Brian Thomas as well as countless others. Gone, but never forgotten. 🇺🇸 🦅🗽
@missy and @rambo ❤️❤️✌️
