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I feel incredibly sad and alone

Nov 30, 2016
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I am no longer making jokes and laughing about this whole situation. I tried to keep my wits about me but I no longer can withhold my sadness of this situation any longer.

I got a notice today that they have scheduled my oncology appointment for january 5th.

I never thought I would have to type or say those words.

I wanted to also say thank you all for the encouraging words and advice. I have had to break the word down for several people that keep asking me if I have cancer. Neuro-fibro-sarcoma. They need to teach latin in schools still. its really a shame.

Also: I have been diagnosed with Ehlers Danlos, which will further complicate my situation.

I cant seem to function, I don't go to work, I don't feel well. I feel dizzy and my head always hurts more and more.

I just paint. Nothing else to do. Nothing else brings me joy. I ran out of canvas yesterday and I cannot afford any so I have been using old stock from when I was a photographer and wood pieces from the garage. I dont know how else to distract myself aside from just watching tv. My gaming computer crashed and I am waiting for a new HD. I miss work....I miss home. I ish I could go back for christmas...

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almost_missed:
Been hoping for your better from the day I've read about your condition. Fingers crossed for your operation. Also I really do adore your art. Have you thought of selling them? I wouldnt mind buying the second one off you.
Dec 1, 2016
fuckin_steve:
I realize I'm a little late on this but if you need ANYTHING at all, please don't hesitate to ask. I live in Orlando and would be more than happy to help out in any way I can. You are not aloneΒ 
Dec 28, 2016

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