Yesterday I opened my first bill from Mayo Clinic. I haven't even had any of the procedures I am scheduled for. I have my first one Friday. No thanksgiving for me either because I am having a colonoscopy and an endoscopy. I am allergic to anesthetic, so I am very scared. Anyhow I got my first bill..... Its over 22,000$. I about had a heart attack till I saw that what I have to pay is just under 3,000$. Still.
How do they expect someone whom is sick and disabled to pay this shit. I will probably have to file for bankruptcy next year. What a mess. dont get sick people, god forbid you can avoid it.... I have 8$ to my name till the near future and they want payment by the 3rd. I laughed so hard.
It makes me sick.
I have to have tumor resection surgery I dont even know when but I think its finally settling in. I am here talking about it because frankly I am scared and no one else really seems to care or really want to talk about it. Has anyone else had a schwannoma type tumor?
What was it like? Did you have your skull removed?
I heard I would have two months fo rehab and be int he hospital at least a week. I already have no one down here really, and Now I will be almost 3 hours away from what little I know here. That is unsettling enough.
I had a major bad panic attack out of nowhere today. Not long before I had seen a lady that just came out of surgery for this and her head and face were swollen she looked like she was dying. I think it scared me and I had a delayed reaction....I am getting so nervous and this isn't going to be for a while yet. :(
Here is a drawing.
