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moxy

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Monday Oct 27, 2008

Oct 27, 2008
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i was looking through some old things today....donno why. i never write anything anymore.....

*shrug*

wires act as veins causing them to contract and expand, if you want to hear my voice you must first pull the string..........................You Won't.

so heres something i wrote a long time ago and its the only thing i ever written and ever finished fully. hope you enjoy it...it seems a bit twisted but it has a lotta meaning.
it was a pretty dark place i was at in my life. i rarely show any of my writings off so this is it.
enjoi
<3
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"the embers of yesterday's autumn never birthed an evil so singly personified
as the look you saw on my face during the moment I killed you.

i felt the world pause and gasp at what I had done.
as if to mock me in my moment of darkness.
he bleeds for me, as I lived for him and now hes dead for us...
like a bleak sky frozen in the memory,
an unseen halo lost its place among the gates of heaven.
he always said I could do so much better,
now he can rest knowing he was right.
ive sewn my place into his heart with one final stitch.
his words, a familiar stain in my mouth.

in our darkest hour we are truly beautiful.

the whites of his eyes hide behind a gaping darkness.
it threads the hour with his tears of blood.
i remember seeing you blink and knowing the hell that awaited us.
in that instant.
blood soaked, battle worn.
by the time we stopped dancing,
the curtains dripped a crimson breeze over your expressionless face.
Will your skin miss you? I'll keep it company.


and for her...

as my enemy we had things in common
we shared the same name and now we've both bleed for you
just now her blood runs thicker, how lucky she was to be first
she got to stand in front of my shadow, while I walked in hers
now those deep wounds she tread on your bleak minded emptyness,
have sewn in a routine for hatred.
I raced to stand still while she harvested you

she was such a pretty face.

she told me she could see angels in the attic,
the harmonies they sang were deafening
as for the demons I saw in the basement,
they wore her skin in your name...
I saved her heart and eyes,
so I could bury them deep in your chest,
then she could see how much I loved you "
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

goonight lovlies.
XO
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4mejohn1:
Beautiful. Ghoulnight... my Lovely (in the spirit of Halloween.) love kiss kiss
Oct 27, 2008
_matt_:
Moxy, you should write more. This was beautiful in its darkness. I stumbled upon this just now before going to bed. I don't understand it all, but I can see the pain in between the words. You have my heart in this.
Oct 28, 2008

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