Finally.

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I have an appointment with the neuro oncologist the 30th. Fucking. Finally. Ya'll have no idea how huge this is, but it's huge. I've been trying to just get in to talk to someone and have been denied that over a dozen times now. If he refuses treatment, then I'll be headed out of state again which will suck. But I will at least get...
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mortis322:
YAY!! Hope it all goes in your favor!!
mgorvine:
OMG. My wife had breast cancer 11 years ago. Stay strong, you will get through this!

Sunday

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My head/chest cold is getting worse. My tumor side is throbbing so loud I welcome the times this little stink climbs up on my head and purrs. I used to hate it, but it now serves to drown out the loud whooshing and throbbing this growing mass has caused in my head that seems to grow louder now by the month as pressure builds from
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catdad:
Adorable pic.  Sorry you aren't getting any reprieves with the side health issues, either.  There are four bands/musicians I can listen to on repeat at the moment.  Here are some samples of their work:  Aan (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2OrO0H6_As ), Symmetry/Symmetry (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYuACMIUiP8 ), Chris Shinn (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cpN5DlOf-w ), and the Life and Times (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fr0eOvWE_Ts&t= ).  I'm a fan of the ZBS Foundation sci-fi and metaphysical serials Ruby and Jack Flanders.  They have samples of their work (and occasionally free promos) here (https://www.zbs.org/index_new.php ) where you can buy CDs or digital downloads and a streaming site here (https://www.zbsmedia.com/ ) with a subscription service (and 7 day free trial).  Check them out - the older stuff is generally better.  If interested, I could probably put most of those two series onto a flash-drive and send to you.
mortis322:
Big hugs!! I've been on a big kick with In This Moment. Great metal band! So many good songs and great covers!

More art 🖤

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theduncecap1337:
This is sick 😷
edmea:
Cool!

I was right

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I definitely have a nasal infection or something and a fever 🙄🤒 it hurts to swallow a bit and I've been exhausted. But I have been working on making pretty things for my shop so I can start raising money for my brain tumor treatment soon. This cold thing I have is making my tumor ear throb and itch and drain. It's very miserable 😔...
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phianixx:
So sorry to hear you are suffering and I hope you can get the treatment you need asap, these are so fascinating I'd love to check out your shop! 💖
moxy:
@doncella @azucar @phianixx my shop is www.slaughteredpumpkin.com

Long day...

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Was awake with the fog this morning... Never happens. Had an EMG.... Having the lower half done tomorrow. That shit hurts 🙁.

power has been going out all day.... I need more candle holders and candles 😂🕯️

we slept most of today.... But now it's time to play with resin 🖤


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4mejohn1:
Cool... Love 💗, Kisses👄 and Hugs 👫
mortis322:
Lovely photos!! Hope things are going ok for you! HUGS

I've kinda crawled back on the darkness.

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I tried not to but here I am. This is why....

It's kinda an I spy meets one of those sides is not like the other sorta thing...

Last night I also spent the night in the ER. But.... It wasn't for me for once. My grandfather had a temp of 103 not kidding when I checked on him. I'm so pissed. The home is
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mortis322:
HUGS HUGS HUGS
hartt:
I’m so sorry this is happening to you. I would seek legal action against the home he’s in.

Merry Christmas....

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From me and my brain tumor 🙄

Yesterday's pics

Don't even need contrast anymore this son of a bitch is getting so big 😔

But seriously.... I wish ya'll a merry Christmas. 🎄🤶🎅🎁☃️❄️


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moxy:
@liath it has a name, it's already that big.  Kuchi kopi 😂😂😂😂
liath:
Haha!  That's terrible.  I love it.
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