Saturday Jul 24, 2004

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Time to go sell kids skateboards.

Man I hate hangovers.

**and my showers broken, nothing like ice cold water trinkling down on you to start a fantastic day.
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calmer_than_you:
i actually like taking cold showers...
downingolsen:
good times last night man...

Friday Jul 23, 2004

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I have been drinking way too much lately.

The downside is that I can't stop or I'm going to get horrible alchohol withdrawal, do I guess I just have to downshift and drink less tonight, and then less tomorrow, and so on...

But I'm really glad I have friends who will keep me going.
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amory:
Yes. timing is definitely what I would change.

One day.... love

Until then you'll be in my thoughts always. kiss kiss

Argh! i miss you already.
delilahb:
I have friends too! This is good.

Friday Jul 23, 2004

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Today was perfect, it's tomorrow I worry about.

I would like to think Nick would have been proud of his friends tonight. When we showed up late without beers in our hands they were promptly placed there. I'm walking away from what should have been a sad day more happy about life than I have been for a while.

For anyone who feels my heart...
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downingolsen:
hey bro give me a call and let me know where you and Matt are tearing it up smile
amory:
Thanks. that means alot to me. kiss

Im gonna miss you sooooooooo much.

You're wonderful and amazing Andy. Just know that.

Thursday Jul 22, 2004

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Holy drunken post...

Sorry, I'll stay away from my computer at 4am tonight.

But thanks alot.
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thrasher:
I don't know what your plans are for Friday night but I down for whatever, give me a call, I'll be about
delilahb:
sorry to hear about your friend. If you need to talk, I'm here.

Thursday Jul 22, 2004

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So here's a night to wonder by.

I decided after calling a few people to stay in and drink alone. Then one of my first attempts calls me back, turns out a friend of ours has passed.

So I go out and get pretty drunk, end up on the other side of town with some girls my friend knows. They get pissed... I am pissed...
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amory:
I posted that twice cause I'm a double clicker. Sorry tongue

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amory:
I am extremely sorry to hear about the loss of your friend.

Hopefully last night you had a good night out to help you forget about things. And today as well.

Have fun... don't worry about MMEE! Im getting over it!!! You take care of yourself, andy. In the end all we have is ourselves.

Much love.

Wednesday Jul 21, 2004

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I am a fucking idiot sometimes.

Now that I've made so much time for myself, I find myself sitting at home alone feeling stupid.

I guess since this was all my fault I just need to deal with it in my traditional style. So if all works out well I'll drink myself into a stupor and try to sort everythinng out.

Buttoms up.
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herotozero:
dude, suck a few back for me...i kinda had a hard night with jenny...
rachelrain:
We're all idiots at one point or another, especially to ourselves. Welcome to the club.

You can purchase a t-shirt for $10, and hi-gloss "I'm a fucking idiot" bumper stickers are only $1.50. Yes, that's right, for the price of 3 Monday PBR's, you could be wheelin' in style.

wink Cheer up.

Tuesday Jul 20, 2004

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I feel like I kicked a puppy. frown
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calmer_than_you:
oh, don't say that dude....
delilahb:
why's that? Did you hump someone's leg?

Sunday Jul 18, 2004

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I need to think...

Time to put a few away. ARRR!!!
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calmer_than_you:
mmmm, beer...
amory:
hang in there

kisskiss


Saturday Jul 17, 2004

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Soooooooooooo, tired...

I'm taking a shower and going to bed.

Nothing on earth could get me to go out tonight.

...also having some phone issues so don't be pissed if I don't answer your calls.
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lagmy:
Can't even begin to explain the awesome. LIfe is good, finally.

big northwest roadtrip at the end of the month, can't freakin' wait!
delilahb:
I'm fucking PISSED you're not answering my calls wink

Saturday Jul 17, 2004

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So I hopped off the wagon after a week dry, only to end up stuck on the other side of town bored.

A $20 cab ride later and I'm seeing alot more sobriety in my future.

These lessons need to come one at a time I guess. Last night I had a few and felt like I needed to not drink, yet tonight when I...
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thrasher:
I can do that.
What's up for tonight ? anything?
amory:
oooops. Hope you still had fun last night at some point. Did you get your sheets?

I know... everybody needs breaks and time away.

tongue

I guess it's something I've never really been good at.... but I'm learning to be. I kind of like the time apart in some instances (or I guess I should say most right now)... but it's definitely different. I'll be doing alot of things different from now on. I figure I've done it all a certain way and it has gotten me no where..... I might as well try things differently. I don't have much to lose. well a couple of things... but hopefully i don't.

kiss
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