I guess all I needed was a weekend alone to get shit sorted out. It has been a little dull here and there but the house is spotless and I feel alot better.
I think I know why too.
I think I know why too.
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I can't believe how bad this concusion sucks.
In 14 years I've broken bones, torn tendons, slipped a vertebrea, bruised hips, rolled ankles, destroyed my shins, split my lip a few times, lost a tooth, dislocated my shoulders, destroyed a knee, smashed my face, and shredded my elbows... but this tops it all.
I can't believe the worst fall of my life was a backside...
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In 14 years I've broken bones, torn tendons, slipped a vertebrea, bruised hips, rolled ankles, destroyed my shins, split my lip a few times, lost a tooth, dislocated my shoulders, destroyed a knee, smashed my face, and shredded my elbows... but this tops it all.
I can't believe the worst fall of my life was a backside...
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og_stinger:
You need to be afraid of the long term effects of the concusion (s).
I feel like I getting alzeimers sometimes.
Bring on the alzeimers...
I feel like I getting alzeimers sometimes.
Bring on the alzeimers...
punt:
Its always the stupid ones. I hate that shit!
A 6 pack might help...might as well get a 12 though.
A 6 pack might help...might as well get a 12 though.
That was a nice run while it lasted. In all honesty I don't think I'll have much of a problem slowing down now that I know I can do it.
I got the job yesterday, so that's one less thing to worry about. Good money, good benefits, potential for growth.
...but I also think I may have gotten a concusion when I fell the other...
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I got the job yesterday, so that's one less thing to worry about. Good money, good benefits, potential for growth.
...but I also think I may have gotten a concusion when I fell the other...
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og_stinger:
Concussions suck, I have multiple.
Sometimes I can't even think of the right words to use.
Could be the drinking though or both.
Sometimes I can't even think of the right words to use.
Could be the drinking though or both.
Another day with no hangover. Except that I never really got them anyway...
Hung out with doolittle for a while today. It was nice to get out of the house.
Then back to the Pecos park. Getting better at the tail stalls, tail stall grabs, fakie rocks, and almost getting rocks to fakie.
I almost had the perfect backside 50-50, then bam... worst slam of...
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Hung out with doolittle for a while today. It was nice to get out of the house.
Then back to the Pecos park. Getting better at the tail stalls, tail stall grabs, fakie rocks, and almost getting rocks to fakie.
I almost had the perfect backside 50-50, then bam... worst slam of...
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doolittle:
man, and yesterday was like a premonition - you were even talking about how you hadn't really fallen hard yet since getting back into skating. should have knocked on wood, my friend.
thanks again for making yesterday 500 times less obnoxious. damn people with their damn requests, sitting outside of motherfuckin sports authority....grumble grumble
thanks again for making yesterday 500 times less obnoxious. damn people with their damn requests, sitting outside of motherfuckin sports authority....grumble grumble
downingolsen:
good to hear that you are doing good 
hey man send me an email through SG with your cell # it is in my phone but my screen is smashed so i need it again...
i will be in AZ tomorrow see ya soon bro
hey man send me an email through SG with your cell # it is in my phone but my screen is smashed so i need it again...
i will be in AZ tomorrow see ya soon bro
Going into day four.
I went bowling tonight and avoided drinking $1 beers, I don't know what that says... but I owe it to the people I love who think I'm a horrible alchoholic to show them I still have control.
This is just more lonely than anything else. I just stay up all night and think. And I don't want to think about it...
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I went bowling tonight and avoided drinking $1 beers, I don't know what that says... but I owe it to the people I love who think I'm a horrible alchoholic to show them I still have control.
This is just more lonely than anything else. I just stay up all night and think. And I don't want to think about it...
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doolittle:
good, then drink with us on the 4th. no whining. maybe we can scare up a few firecrackers to ignite ourselves as well... any ideas short of driving to new mexico?
maybe we can scare up a few firecrackers to ignite ourselves as well... any ideas short of driving to new mexico?
rodan:
one day at a time....
Two days without drinking in a row. That shouldn't be an accomplishement, but with the way my life has been lately I realize I was spending way too much time at the bar.
Confused as ever; well not really confused, pathetic.
But I've been skating almost everyday and painting almost everynight and I've been staying out of trouble.
I feel like I'm doing nothing with...
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Confused as ever; well not really confused, pathetic.
But I've been skating almost everyday and painting almost everynight and I've been staying out of trouble.
I feel like I'm doing nothing with...
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delilahb:
you're not worthless. I do, however, know how you feel about that. I have not written a single thing worth reading since the day I was handed my diploma, and because of that, I feel like a fuck-up.
supergp:
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skating and painting > bar.
And I'm gonna say that I'm pretty sure I've met a few people who don't think you're worthless. Call me nuts.
skating and painting > bar.
And I'm gonna say that I'm pretty sure I've met a few people who don't think you're worthless. Call me nuts.
Getting back on the wagon isn't going to be as hard as I thought. I just need to fins something new to do at night.
Skateboarding is helping.
Skateboarding is helping.
og_stinger:
Get sick that always helps me, hahaha.
delilahb:
art
My bender is over...
And it ended like all good benders do, after a night of...
-playing baseball with a shovel and christmas lights
-punching girls kill bill style
-hitting golf balls at the neighboring businesses
-arm wrestling on a cable spool
-eating a vegan breakfast well after the sun came up
-updating SG
-telling her I love her one last time
-going to bed...
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And it ended like all good benders do, after a night of...
-playing baseball with a shovel and christmas lights
-punching girls kill bill style
-hitting golf balls at the neighboring businesses
-arm wrestling on a cable spool
-eating a vegan breakfast well after the sun came up
-updating SG
-telling her I love her one last time
-going to bed...
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delilahb:
every so often you still have to indulge. your night sounded fun. good luck with the wagon, just watch out for splinters.
doolittle:
i was wondering how that night turned out for you. good times, sounds like.
I'm getting some things off my chest and it feels good. I've been feeling like crap for too long, I needed to start calling some people out.
Thats all I have today... oh and I love skateboarding.
Thats all I have today... oh and I love skateboarding.
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angelfuckaz:
I don't know i think i will walk in there and they will tell me to go home lol.
thedarkness:
That is what I am talking about!
I couldn't sleep for months, now I find myself sleeping all day.
It's kind of nice to finally catch up.
Today: dinner with my dad, skateboarding, drinking beer.
It's kind of nice to finally catch up.
Today: dinner with my dad, skateboarding, drinking beer.
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og_stinger:
I need to go skate really soon.
This is getting ridiculous, too much work and not enough play...
This is getting ridiculous, too much work and not enough play...
pulp_x:
Good on ya, sounds like a good day ahead!! I wish I could get some shut eye myself.
I've been quite inactive on here for a while now.
I just read a bit of your latest entries.
I am so FUCKIN' PROUD of you!
You are trying to accomplish what few wish they had the character to attempt.
I know it's been a load of challenges for you lately,
(and it seems a few concussions as well!)
keep strong, focused, and positive.
I'm trying to curtail my own liquor craze these days.
I look to your example and energy to help me thru as well.
If you would ever wish to chat, I'll be honored to forward my cell#!
I hope to see you soon
Cheers and good luck
~Gatsby