Going into day four.
I went bowling tonight and avoided drinking $1 beers, I don't know what that says... but I owe it to the people I love who think I'm a horrible alchoholic to show them I still have control.
This is just more lonely than anything else. I just stay up all night and think. And I don't want to think about it anymore than I already did. It's not exactly happy thoughts.
...and top of that if I do make it this will be the most boring and lonely weekend of my life, and that's unfortunate because I usually love the 4th.
I went bowling tonight and avoided drinking $1 beers, I don't know what that says... but I owe it to the people I love who think I'm a horrible alchoholic to show them I still have control.
This is just more lonely than anything else. I just stay up all night and think. And I don't want to think about it anymore than I already did. It's not exactly happy thoughts.
...and top of that if I do make it this will be the most boring and lonely weekend of my life, and that's unfortunate because I usually love the 4th.
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doolittle:
good, then drink with us on the 4th. no whining. 
maybe we can scare up a few firecrackers to ignite ourselves as well... any ideas short of driving to new mexico?
maybe we can scare up a few firecrackers to ignite ourselves as well... any ideas short of driving to new mexico?
rodan:
one day at a time....
