The past few weeks have been pretty interesting...
Basically my entire life got flipped upside down and it seems like everything fell into place.
One month ago I had a job I hated, and I was on a path I didn't want to be on. I got up everyday before the sun came up and put on my dress clothes and tie and I felt like my entire world was collapsing around me as I became an "adult." My friends all sucked and I almost never saw anyone but my coworkers and shitty customers. I was losing who I was trying to be what I should be.
...now I get to hang out with kids all day in a skateshop and I never dread going to work. I never have to wake up before noon if I don't want to, and I bought a bunch of new skate shirts since I actually get to wear them again now, and I'm stoked.
...my best friend moved in this week and now rather than sitting home alone everynight, there's always someone here to talk to, skate with, drink with and just be there for me when I need someone. This also makes me really happy.
...I also think I found someone things make sense with, and I'm really not scared of it at all for a change. It just happened and it makes me really happy.
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So it seems that everything in my life is exactly how it should be, I might not have as much money, and I may never be able to buy a new car or own my own home... but I'm totally happy and everything seems like it couldn't be better.
Basically my entire life got flipped upside down and it seems like everything fell into place.
One month ago I had a job I hated, and I was on a path I didn't want to be on. I got up everyday before the sun came up and put on my dress clothes and tie and I felt like my entire world was collapsing around me as I became an "adult." My friends all sucked and I almost never saw anyone but my coworkers and shitty customers. I was losing who I was trying to be what I should be.
...now I get to hang out with kids all day in a skateshop and I never dread going to work. I never have to wake up before noon if I don't want to, and I bought a bunch of new skate shirts since I actually get to wear them again now, and I'm stoked.
...my best friend moved in this week and now rather than sitting home alone everynight, there's always someone here to talk to, skate with, drink with and just be there for me when I need someone. This also makes me really happy.
...I also think I found someone things make sense with, and I'm really not scared of it at all for a change. It just happened and it makes me really happy.
.......................................................
So it seems that everything in my life is exactly how it should be, I might not have as much money, and I may never be able to buy a new car or own my own home... but I'm totally happy and everything seems like it couldn't be better.
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downingolsen:
you guys doin the rogue...i may just have to scrape my change together....
annamei:
change is good, it usually comes with pain but it sounds like for you all is well, you lucky bastard 