To My Best Friend You Will Forever Be In My Heart
as far as anyone could tell you were always happy. we all have our skeletons in the closet maybe you just had more then most. star crossed lovers we became so close so quick. not a moment went by you were not on my mind. we spent everyday together. nothing was out of our reach. as we did everyday we were supposed to spend it together but you were gone. no reason no warning you just left. what am i suppose to do now? you were the only one i had opened up to and let into my heart and you just disappeared. too many unanswered questions i will never understand. i still think about you every day and wish we were spending it together but never again can that be. you hurt me where i didnt even know i could feel but now i no longer can. i feel i overlooked the signs. you begged for help and i did not see. i blame myself for losing you even though you would tell me i shouldnt. everytime i dance i wish i was in your arms like i had been so many times. maybe you knew if was going to be our last day together and that is why we did so much and had so much fun. i still relive those days in my dreams and just hope that one day dreams really do come true. but as for us they never have or ever will. u warmed my stone heart then let it shatter. i wish i could have felt all of your pain for you carried your burdens heartaches and scars. never again will you be mine. all you wanted was to hear i love you and those were the only words i just couldnt say. i can say them now but theres no point too little too late. i will never forget you. your memory will live on forever and you forever will be my blues man
as far as anyone could tell you were always happy. we all have our skeletons in the closet maybe you just had more then most. star crossed lovers we became so close so quick. not a moment went by you were not on my mind. we spent everyday together. nothing was out of our reach. as we did everyday we were supposed to spend it together but you were gone. no reason no warning you just left. what am i suppose to do now? you were the only one i had opened up to and let into my heart and you just disappeared. too many unanswered questions i will never understand. i still think about you every day and wish we were spending it together but never again can that be. you hurt me where i didnt even know i could feel but now i no longer can. i feel i overlooked the signs. you begged for help and i did not see. i blame myself for losing you even though you would tell me i shouldnt. everytime i dance i wish i was in your arms like i had been so many times. maybe you knew if was going to be our last day together and that is why we did so much and had so much fun. i still relive those days in my dreams and just hope that one day dreams really do come true. but as for us they never have or ever will. u warmed my stone heart then let it shatter. i wish i could have felt all of your pain for you carried your burdens heartaches and scars. never again will you be mine. all you wanted was to hear i love you and those were the only words i just couldnt say. i can say them now but theres no point too little too late. i will never forget you. your memory will live on forever and you forever will be my blues man
erichasfinewine:
Wow what happened? My heart is weeping not understanding all that went on. I fear the worst. I feel your pain.
ed1e1us:
That is a deep experience..sounds somewhat like death to me...irrecoverable. Only time can heal your pain