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im here safebiggrin
user209834982:
that's good.
avidity:
thank God ♥
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FUCK YOU.... everything isn't wine and roses..... you want to make me out to be this horrible guy... go ahead... I may have done so fucked up shit, but I fought for the longest to have a real relationship with her and I put up wish some seriously fucked up shit.... SHIT NO ONE ELSE WOULD HAVE, because I loved her.... still do so again...
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umeko:
I have been in the same place with regards to the wanting to be with someone but the jerk you about and you just dunno what to do... you say you have done wrong but tbh I cant really see what you did wrong from that except care for her and try to make her happy and help her out.

I know you have heard this before but you will be better to go and leave and forget about her. From personal experince this isnt what you wana hear and you wont beleve me... I didnt beleve other people either but I got to the point of not ebing able to do anything else except walk away.

Just do what mkes you happy and what you feel you need to do.

Hope it all works out for you
umeko:
chill... I know it harder said than done. Trust me here... I could tell you what happened to me this year and how I got over it but I dont want the world to know lol... but if it would help you out to chat PM me ok?

Bottom line for me was when I finaly said FUCK YOU ive had enough of your shit and i cant deal anymore... your not worth all this bullshit go away... suddenly the realisation of what I mean to them, and what I did etc... the realisation that I was gone and not comong back freaked the shit out of him... and he realised he couldnt live without me and begged my forgiveness and for me back.

Its so so hard to do and wihout wanting to i couldnt do it. I had to be pushed and pushed and hurt so bad I just couldnt take it before I walked away. If she dont come after you she is a huge fool x
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I think it's best if I leave sg
elizagirl:


saveme:
I concur. Go for it.


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Dude, you suck. You really do. You're lucky you don't live near me. That's for fucking sure. I thought long ago that you would be different for her and you have ended up being so much worse.

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It has been a long 6 months......frown
avidity:
soon....
avidity:
love you baby
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I am so tired.....frown
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avidity:
i hope you have a great day sweetheart.
i miss you oodles.
wyldewolfe:
thanks for your service
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Why does it feel like there is some great mystery of life that I am missing out on. It feels like there is something so enjoyable that everyone has it, AND SOMEONE FORGOT to tell me about it. Does anyone know what I am talking about? Everyone I see seems so happy and full of life. But I feel so hollow and empty. I feel...
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avidity:
i love you.
avidity:
just wanted to leave some love for you when you get back.
i would give anything to have you back here right now.

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Sometimes thing just strike a nerve, I just put this on a friends blog but I think it should be posted for all to read.

"Growing up is about getting hurt, and then getting over it. You hurt. You recover. You move on. Odds are pretty good you will get hurt again. But each time yo learn something. Each time you come out of it...
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avidity:
Question: What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common?

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The longer you play with them, the harder they get.

avidity:
people ask me where i get dayum from. you know...instead of damn. now i realize it's you.

let's runaway together. let's go somewhere no one will find us. it will be quite the scandal.
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Well I cut 3 mins off my run, and I passed my tape test. Anyone who knows me knows this is a big deal.... I still have a little ways to go on my run. But I am half way there....biggrin
avidity:
irelandvixen:
good for you man!!!!~ good to see ya love-ireland
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so who reads my blogs?
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avidity:
*raises hand*
jayde__:
Aww, thanks! You're pretty darn awesome, yourself. Glad you have a reactivated account, too! smile
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I CAN'T LIFT MY ARMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!frownfrownfrownfrownfrown
avidity:


kiss
avidity:
and i'm sending it back to you. you'd know that if the silly video would load.
kisslovekiss