mordred666

Life is killing me......like no one knew that! I have my interview Thursday, the second one with this company. I hope this is the right thing to do......could really use the income.....not that I am not comfortable now, it's just that there are things I would like to do and working where I am at is not helping me accomplish these goals. Enough of that......
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howdypardner:

have I mentioned yet that you're rather cute?

Jun 21, 2005

p200scoot:

You know what makes me feel better?

Boobies

And of course, sometimes I like to go pick up a whore, take her back to the Disco Bay, kill her, and stuff her in my mattress. Things have been pretty rough, so I must have like a dozen whores in my mattress right now.

You should cruise P-Town after work and do the same

Ohh, maybe you should just stuff a Redheaded beast in your mattress. <=Just thought of that one.

Jun 22, 2005

My "friend" from California finally made it to Florida, and I am wondering how this will all pan out. I am going to travel there to see her, but I am keeping my head clear and am going to play it cool......you have to be ready for the worst sometimes.
It has finally cooled down here, enough to throw open the windows and feel the...
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metalcemetery:

hehe thanks.
and hope your trip goes well.

Jun 21, 2005

I finally broke down and went to a doctor yesterday. Guess what? I am healthy, though my blood pressure is a bit high. Fuck.....I am also being courted by another repair company that is offering more money. More money means paying off my truck,buying a bike,getting out of debt.....that would be wonderful. No more bills other than my utilities and rent.A motorcycle in my garage....man,...
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howdypardner:

don't ponder come snuggle!

Jun 16, 2005

Well, the COC show is over, and it was worth the money.Every band, including the no-names Weedeater, were in prime form. My biggest thrill was finally seeing Crowbar, who are metal legends. COC was fantastic, even though their sound guy is probably dead in a ditch somewhere.I must be getting old though, since it seemed like I only recognized their older tunes.
I guess I'll...
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Well, off to the Corrossion Of Conformity show in about an hour or so, and wondering what I am doing to myself. Lately. I cannot sleep and I do not know why. It's not because of anyone in particular....I just feel my thoughts drifting to the west, making me wonder if this place(VA) is right for me. It is not as bad here as I...
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Let it be known, to all who do not know already, Devin Townsend is an amazing musician! I have found the ultimate song......thank you , you crazy Canadian bastard!

Love?-

LOVE...is a way of feeling.
LOVE...is a way of feeling less alone
So what's all the fuss about?

<FUCK IT!>
LOVE:the paradox of needing
OH, LOVE
MAKE WAY FOR BREEDING

I know what I stand...
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howdypardner:

This makes me miss VA so bad! I'm sick of this red desert!

Jun 12, 2005

Saturday.....FUCK!
I have done nothing but watch a movie today. Just wasting my fuckin' time as usual. Bought "The Machinist", and I can relate to that insomnia feeling, floating between reality and paranoia.
I could barely sleep last night,and was up at the crack of dawn. I hate this work-style conditioning that has made me think sleeping till 6 am is "sleeping in".
I just...
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As much as I write in this journal, you'd think that I was appeasing an audience. Like I care if any one reads this shit. I just need an outlet and thank whatever gods for this site.
And now, more news....
This girl I have been talking to (the one who is going to Florida) is now staying in California for at least a month...
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Is it just me or is this part of the country just so ass-backwards that no one notices?
My mind is racing around this new girl in my life, but it keeps going back to my ex, who just dropped me for no apparent reason. That's what I get,right?
Fuck all......

Another weekend off, another show Sunday night. This time it is Corossion of Conformity, Crowbar, Alabama Thunderpussy, and some no-names called Weedeater. It's on Sunday night, so Monday might be a sick day.
The fucked up thing is a friend of mine was supposed to be going, but his ex-girlfriend hooked back up with him and now he is on lock down. What-The-Fuck?!
The point...
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