Today was so slow today. And everyone who came in today knew I just wasn't feeling to darn good. Have you ever heard music but you just coulnd't get on beat - that was me today *OFF BEAT* One of my regulars came in and bought some under garmets for his girl and noticed I was all *ICKY* so he bought me some flowers, that made me soo happy AND they weren't roses - I so hate roses - if he woulda bought roses I prolly woulda cried 
but thanked him since he went out of his way to try and make me smile. *le sigh* what is going on - why have I been so sad lately - I tried to take a step back and figure out what it is but - eh - I'm too lazy. I'm usually the talkative one and out going and crap but just lately i've been a BLOB and thats NO GOOD. -
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I talked to STUMPS last night - made him cry so then I felt bad. I wish I could of held him. Our relationship goes up and down too much. And everytime I think we should break up - I realize how much I'm in love with him - and I'm not sure if I just want to give that up or not - I've put too much into the relationship to say "Fuck it" Or am I wrong?
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I need clothes
I need an all in one *fax,copy,scan.printing machine*
I need more lingerie!
SOMEONE BUY ME LINGERIE!
*cries* - I need a cig
Ima go masturbate and feel better and take a nap and chat and do other stuff
PS, CHECK BACL FOR NEW PIC TO BE POSTED
but thanked him since he went out of his way to try and make me smile. *le sigh* what is going on - why have I been so sad lately - I tried to take a step back and figure out what it is but - eh - I'm too lazy. I'm usually the talkative one and out going and crap but just lately i've been a BLOB and thats NO GOOD. -
* * *
I talked to STUMPS last night - made him cry so then I felt bad. I wish I could of held him. Our relationship goes up and down too much. And everytime I think we should break up - I realize how much I'm in love with him - and I'm not sure if I just want to give that up or not - I've put too much into the relationship to say "Fuck it" Or am I wrong?
* * *
I need clothes
I need an all in one *fax,copy,scan.printing machine*
I need more lingerie!
SOMEONE BUY ME LINGERIE!
*cries* - I need a cig
Ima go masturbate and feel better and take a nap and chat and do other stuff
PS, CHECK BACL FOR NEW PIC TO BE POSTED
apex_tiki:
im sorry youre feelin crappy today. id give you a bouquet of tulips if i was there. i hope you feel a lot better than you do. thinkin bout ya. peace.