Today was a good day. It was much needed. 
heartbaker:
I'm not sure what part of "We are really tight on cash and need to be really careful" translates to "Go eat at IHOP with friends after work, not all bills need to be paid this month".
Sigh.
Sigh.
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brightredscream:
Uh oh
brightredscream:
Animals. Animals always make me smile.
Not only am I sick, but I work this weekend regardless. Can't afford to take the time off. Bleh. 
nanette:
i hope you get better, damn work!
user209834982:
get well soon!
Sometimes I feel like just giving up and letting the world fuck me without trying to fight back.
heartbaker:
Awww don't do that
nessieoutlaw:
ugh, i know how you feel
It's going to be a good week. A lot of my friends are on spring break from school so I'm going to try and play a lot of games with them, which will be good. And Wednesday I plan to drink like I haven't in years(which will probably still leave me able to drive home afterward, I've never been much of a drinker).
Money will...
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lielock:
aww thank you <3
Yes shut off notices suck I always pay things off just in time.
I have had restraining orders before...I just yah sometimes I just want to give in and just be with him. Tired of pushing. I guess I will figure all that out in June.
Yes they also do haircuts and other sort of things that my kids have huge issues with. Most dentists will actually but the kids to sleep *twilight* if they have autism. I am againest that.
Yeah it will be scrap paper but still it was LEGAL size haha that is pricey.
I am seeing it in 3d I am so excited.
Yes shut off notices suck I always pay things off just in time.
I have had restraining orders before...I just yah sometimes I just want to give in and just be with him. Tired of pushing. I guess I will figure all that out in June.
Yes they also do haircuts and other sort of things that my kids have huge issues with. Most dentists will actually but the kids to sleep *twilight* if they have autism. I am againest that.
Yeah it will be scrap paper but still it was LEGAL size haha that is pricey.
I am seeing it in 3d I am so excited.
lielock:
yeah it is all me and my stuff unfortunatly.
Things are better. Much better. It's a good feeling. I just hope it lasts.
Off to work for the weekend. Be back Sunday night.
I just hope it lasts.
Off to work for the weekend. Be back Sunday night.
lielock:
good that things are good...
yeah I dunno I feel like people expect something that isn't me and you know...it sucks not being what most people consider the ideal woman.
yeah I dunno I feel like people expect something that isn't me and you know...it sucks not being what most people consider the ideal woman.
Things seem to be falling apart here.
My wife has been having anxiety attacks, which she has had before. We aren't insured and can't get her to a therapist, or get her medication for it. Well....we are going to try, but it's so far out of our price range right now, but it would do so much good we need to figure a way to...
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My wife has been having anxiety attacks, which she has had before. We aren't insured and can't get her to a therapist, or get her medication for it. Well....we are going to try, but it's so far out of our price range right now, but it would do so much good we need to figure a way to...
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draymehr:
dude there are lots of at home remedies that can help anxiety attacks. i started to get them a couple years ago when first dating my girlfriend. i had nooooo idea what was going on. thought i was losing my mind feeling like that. then, i discovered two of my good friends has anxiety attacks but i had never seen either of them have one. they gave me some great remedies that I use when i do have them. at first it seemed like i would get them all the time. but now that i know how to control my thoughts, my breathing, and my overall feeling, they are far and few between.
have her try a few of the things that helped me, not a guarantee but i know what her and you are both going through.
1) deep breathing. inhale for 3 sec, hold for 3, exhale for 3. (this helps slow and control heart rate and breathing)
2..) closing eyes and rocking back and forth on feet. (this help to ground you physically, and gives you a sense of a center)
3.) as silly as it sounds. stop yourself, think about what's happening, and positively reassure yourself that you're safe and in no danger. (i thought it was stupid, but its the method i use the most and also the most helpful for me)
i used to hate going to work and leaving the house and now I lead a fairly normal life without the meds, which are completely habit forming and can lead to other problems.
hope this helps somewhat, and dont hesitate to ask any questions about it. (im in med school, haha not a doctor i know, but im getting there)
have her try a few of the things that helped me, not a guarantee but i know what her and you are both going through.
1) deep breathing. inhale for 3 sec, hold for 3, exhale for 3. (this helps slow and control heart rate and breathing)
2..) closing eyes and rocking back and forth on feet. (this help to ground you physically, and gives you a sense of a center)
3.) as silly as it sounds. stop yourself, think about what's happening, and positively reassure yourself that you're safe and in no danger. (i thought it was stupid, but its the method i use the most and also the most helpful for me)
i used to hate going to work and leaving the house and now I lead a fairly normal life without the meds, which are completely habit forming and can lead to other problems.
hope this helps somewhat, and dont hesitate to ask any questions about it. (im in med school, haha not a doctor i know, but im getting there)
nanette:
find my wallet? i am frustrated- well beyond that.
well i see on your end it's a bit shaky too...hope all gets better soon
well i see on your end it's a bit shaky too...hope all gets better soon
So it's finally time to look for a new job. 
.As much as I love what I'm doing I'm simply not making enough to get all the bills paid, and things are only getting worse when it comes to money.
Sometime this week I will probably go and apply for foodstamps. I need to be able to eat somehow, and I've finally hit the point...
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.As much as I love what I'm doing I'm simply not making enough to get all the bills paid, and things are only getting worse when it comes to money.
Sometime this week I will probably go and apply for foodstamps. I need to be able to eat somehow, and I've finally hit the point...
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user209834982:
*hugs*
dear_:
That really sucks.
I hope you can find something that doesn't totally suck, and pays you lots.
Thanks!
And it isn't my TV, but it's from Gurren Lagann.
I hope you can find something that doesn't totally suck, and pays you lots.
Thanks!
And it isn't my TV, but it's from Gurren Lagann.
And I'm back. I know my account wasn't gone for long, but it made me realize just how much I had come to enjoy this site recently. Not because of the naked ladies(although its a bonus), but for all of you. I'm really happy with all the people I have met here, and hope to meet more.
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macismycrack:
awww cuuute!! hes my buddy! I wish he could live with me but he lives with my parents... hes my dads dog... but hes just sooo sweet!!
heartbaker:
Puppies are the best medicine