Yug... Comming down with something... Not cool...
Wow what a busy week... So I recall saying something about not anticipating any sexual tension between me and houseguest... There wasn't really all that much... But she was cuddly.. Really cuddly... When a pretty little 17 year old curls up in my lap, I start to think and feel certain things.. It's kinda unavoidable. Combined with the fact that she's a really wonderful girl. Made of some tough stuff, to be as stable as she is while going through this big mess that is her life. I came to admire her quite a bit. Not something I had forseen.
At first glance it's hard to see past her noxious, bubbly personality. She seems to be putting on a mask. Just smiling all the time... I found there was alot more to her...
On the second night she slept in my bed with me... I'm not sure why. She said she was cold sleeping upstairs.
At that point she was probably pretty lonely and unsure where she was going to be in a few days.
I was happy to have someone to cuddle with. I have been lonely too... But again... Pretty little 17 year old snuggling up against me... That actually started to hurt.
On the third or fourth night. (Sleeping in my bed on both) we were cuddling rather close, my lips brushed hers, I felt her react, almost trying to catch mine. I'm not going to lie I wanted to explore it.
We kissed, held close to each other, then eventualy settled down to sleep.
The next morning we were still a little kissy, but it was kind of... Complimentary I think is the word I'm looking for.
The whole day at work I thought about it. Wondering where it might go. Maybe nowhere. For the most part it happened because I've been pretty lonely and weak. Trying to come to terms with the mess between Sarita and I. But then again I was becomming quite fond of this girl. Not in a romantic way yet. But if she wanted to persue it I'd be willing to take it slow with her.
Lukily it didn't come to that... I care for that girl, but damnit! All the freaking 17 year olds! Why can't they just be one year older? It would make a world of difference...
We shared my bed again that night, and had a big long talk. This is when I came to realize just how well sorted out she really was.
Apparently within the last couple days, four guys had admitted their feelings for her. Two she had no interest in, I was the third and the fourth was a friend of mine too who she's known for a long time.
When he told her how he felt that day, she told him what had happened between her and I the night before. She wasn't sure what she wanted to do. She didn't know where our relationship might be going. I told her I'd be willing to persue a relationship. But if she wants him she should go for it. He's only a year older than her and has known her for a long time.
So they're dating now. Which is good. For the rest of the week I played big brother to her, and today she went to stay with Sarita for a while.
Gonna miss having her around and cooking for her.
On sunday I volunteered at the Gem show... Boring until I was finished and got to go look around. It was nice strutting around there looking at gems. I felt so important because the other club members were like "Oh! Ask Dave. He works in a jewelry store!" It made me feel all godly like... I got an opal, some garnets and a citrine. All cabs. I was drooling over a star sapphire. Not sure if it was real or not. Also bought a small, likely overpriced vial of herkimer Diamonds which are little quartz crystals that form naturaly like little gems. These were like grains of sand and sparkled so nicely.. I have an idea for a necklace using them, but I need more. Will show pictures once I get one made.
Mom came back yesterday. She's got another job in NYC. So I'll be living on my own with tha kittys for a while longer. Which is fine.
But now she's not going to be able to go to my cousin's wedding and drive me back so looks like I probably can't go.. Which is just as well because I need to go down on the 23rd if I want to take advantage of my great uncle's connections to get me into FIT.
So! Looks like the halloween party is going to be on the 28th and I'm going to be in NY the weekend before.... On the weekend.... Muahahahahahahahahahahahaa.... Hope some of mom's sexy young school friends are still kicking around.
Ugh.. Now I work tomorrow and I'm kinda sick.. Hrrmph.
Hopefully I'll have beat it down a bit by tomorrow morning. But I'm going sleepy now.
Night night all!
Wow what a busy week... So I recall saying something about not anticipating any sexual tension between me and houseguest... There wasn't really all that much... But she was cuddly.. Really cuddly... When a pretty little 17 year old curls up in my lap, I start to think and feel certain things.. It's kinda unavoidable. Combined with the fact that she's a really wonderful girl. Made of some tough stuff, to be as stable as she is while going through this big mess that is her life. I came to admire her quite a bit. Not something I had forseen.
At first glance it's hard to see past her noxious, bubbly personality. She seems to be putting on a mask. Just smiling all the time... I found there was alot more to her...
On the second night she slept in my bed with me... I'm not sure why. She said she was cold sleeping upstairs.
At that point she was probably pretty lonely and unsure where she was going to be in a few days.
I was happy to have someone to cuddle with. I have been lonely too... But again... Pretty little 17 year old snuggling up against me... That actually started to hurt.
On the third or fourth night. (Sleeping in my bed on both) we were cuddling rather close, my lips brushed hers, I felt her react, almost trying to catch mine. I'm not going to lie I wanted to explore it.
We kissed, held close to each other, then eventualy settled down to sleep.
The next morning we were still a little kissy, but it was kind of... Complimentary I think is the word I'm looking for.
The whole day at work I thought about it. Wondering where it might go. Maybe nowhere. For the most part it happened because I've been pretty lonely and weak. Trying to come to terms with the mess between Sarita and I. But then again I was becomming quite fond of this girl. Not in a romantic way yet. But if she wanted to persue it I'd be willing to take it slow with her.
Lukily it didn't come to that... I care for that girl, but damnit! All the freaking 17 year olds! Why can't they just be one year older? It would make a world of difference...
We shared my bed again that night, and had a big long talk. This is when I came to realize just how well sorted out she really was.
Apparently within the last couple days, four guys had admitted their feelings for her. Two she had no interest in, I was the third and the fourth was a friend of mine too who she's known for a long time.
When he told her how he felt that day, she told him what had happened between her and I the night before. She wasn't sure what she wanted to do. She didn't know where our relationship might be going. I told her I'd be willing to persue a relationship. But if she wants him she should go for it. He's only a year older than her and has known her for a long time.
So they're dating now. Which is good. For the rest of the week I played big brother to her, and today she went to stay with Sarita for a while.
Gonna miss having her around and cooking for her.
On sunday I volunteered at the Gem show... Boring until I was finished and got to go look around. It was nice strutting around there looking at gems. I felt so important because the other club members were like "Oh! Ask Dave. He works in a jewelry store!" It made me feel all godly like... I got an opal, some garnets and a citrine. All cabs. I was drooling over a star sapphire. Not sure if it was real or not. Also bought a small, likely overpriced vial of herkimer Diamonds which are little quartz crystals that form naturaly like little gems. These were like grains of sand and sparkled so nicely.. I have an idea for a necklace using them, but I need more. Will show pictures once I get one made.
Mom came back yesterday. She's got another job in NYC. So I'll be living on my own with tha kittys for a while longer. Which is fine.
But now she's not going to be able to go to my cousin's wedding and drive me back so looks like I probably can't go.. Which is just as well because I need to go down on the 23rd if I want to take advantage of my great uncle's connections to get me into FIT.
So! Looks like the halloween party is going to be on the 28th and I'm going to be in NY the weekend before.... On the weekend.... Muahahahahahahahahahahahaa.... Hope some of mom's sexy young school friends are still kicking around.
Ugh.. Now I work tomorrow and I'm kinda sick.. Hrrmph.
Hopefully I'll have beat it down a bit by tomorrow morning. But I'm going sleepy now.
Night night all!
Those nights of first kissing and cuddling are the best.
It was totally cool of you to play big bro and not be selfish. You get major points for that.
hope you get to feeling better.
have a good weekend!