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hurrumph.. I've been losing it lately, just not being able to make sense of things. It starts out from little things and snowballs out of control. I keep digging and digging and then when I see I'm down deep I start to try climb my way back up. What's the purpose of digging holes anyways?

It's all about interpretting peoples reactions towards you--the "looking glass self" or whatever you want to call it. I can't help but feel victim to people's frowns.. nah I'm not going to go that direction .. but, shit.. i mean.. fuck.. what is it with people?

How do you get to the point of not caring? You have to strip yourself of all pride? But when people undermine you and you don't do anything about it people just think you're passive. Huh..but I guess at that point you wouldn't care. Let other people believe what they believe.. don't correct them that'll just make them angry and undermine yourself.

It's a lonely world either way.. or a happy one..or a thoughtless one.. blah blah blah.. you have to pick and choose..shit, or get off the pot.. the world is still turning as you attempt to define it

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