Thursday Jan 02, 2003

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I have about 5 weeks of a break from school, which is good and everything but I don't know what to do with all that time. I don't want to waste it. I mine as well get a job. I want to be moving around experiancing things, I'm tired of being static. I'm perplexed. I don't know what to do with my freedom. I'm naive. I feel sometimes like I need to hold on to someones hand and have them guide me through life. I can't be a kid anymore, right? It's easier to get through things in the company of others, but it's when you do it on your own that you grow. It would be cool though to be around people I admire.. I have no real influential male figure in my life anymore.. no real close peers either. But I'm not complaining, there are so many things going good for me to feel happy about. Actually, if I'm sounding all blue, I'm misrepresenting myself..these are just some thoughts in my head that I'm trying to sort out..nothing really dramatic.
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n:
you were also right on the money when you said that he has no right to criticise because he doesn't know why i like the movie- he was basing his judgement on his set of criteria, when in fact i liked it partly because i could really relate to it on a personal level, not necessarily for it's script, cinematography or other standard modes of evaluation.

plus, faith is right. you do seem intelligent. and quite emotionally mature smile.

[Edited on Jan 02, 2003]
amina:
I should be on a five week break, but im putting myself on a permanent break.

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