Pretty good day today. Really profound and enlightening day at school. It's weird, I actually like my classes.
I saw this really beautiful girl on the bus today. You know those people who you just want to get to know and wonder what their life is like? Well, that's what she is for me -- I'm totally infatuated with her. She looks totally unordinary and has the most feminine, sophisticated walk I've ever seen. Stop me if I'm sounding like a crazed stalker.. I'm just admiring and I'm fascinated. I should talk to her, but I'm a gutless puss. That's probably what it's going to be: I'll see her on the bus, admire her, and that's it. Cruel world! Okay, whatever, I'm over it. It's not the time to go insane.
It was my grandparents 62nd anniversary -- how freaking crazy is that?! 62 years is an eternity and a half. I have no idea how it has lasted this long, my grandma is constantly going off on my grandpa for forgetting things -- he has alzhiemers -- and always taking shots at him and whatnot. My grandpa is like this mormon saint who doesn't have a mean bone in his body (although as far as mormons go, he's somewhat biased, but what can he do? He grew up in Utah). But anyway, I'm sure they have a mutual understanding about that and are total soul mates -- if there's such a thing.
It was somewhat sad (sad is not really the right word for it but I'm too tired to rack my brain for a better one), because my grandma had a stroke a few months ago and is in pretty bad shape. She has a tube in her stomach because she can't swallow that well; and isn't really mobile because she can't really move her left side, and has to stay in bed for a majority of her time. This was the "sad" thing, which was the realization that this could likely be the last of all their anniversaries I'd ever see. I'm glad I got to see them though, and especially glad to see them smile and together side by side.
After that, I was supposed to go see a movie with this girl, whom I have only platonic aspirations. But I got stood up =(. How sad and lonely it is to be me. Nah, I'm just trying to get some sympathy. It wasn't all that bad, she says it was a family crisis, and I believe her, and we talked online afterwards.
Okay, big day, I'm tired, Conan is on. Goodnight suicidegirls.
I saw this really beautiful girl on the bus today. You know those people who you just want to get to know and wonder what their life is like? Well, that's what she is for me -- I'm totally infatuated with her. She looks totally unordinary and has the most feminine, sophisticated walk I've ever seen. Stop me if I'm sounding like a crazed stalker.. I'm just admiring and I'm fascinated. I should talk to her, but I'm a gutless puss. That's probably what it's going to be: I'll see her on the bus, admire her, and that's it. Cruel world! Okay, whatever, I'm over it. It's not the time to go insane.
It was my grandparents 62nd anniversary -- how freaking crazy is that?! 62 years is an eternity and a half. I have no idea how it has lasted this long, my grandma is constantly going off on my grandpa for forgetting things -- he has alzhiemers -- and always taking shots at him and whatnot. My grandpa is like this mormon saint who doesn't have a mean bone in his body (although as far as mormons go, he's somewhat biased, but what can he do? He grew up in Utah). But anyway, I'm sure they have a mutual understanding about that and are total soul mates -- if there's such a thing.
It was somewhat sad (sad is not really the right word for it but I'm too tired to rack my brain for a better one), because my grandma had a stroke a few months ago and is in pretty bad shape. She has a tube in her stomach because she can't swallow that well; and isn't really mobile because she can't really move her left side, and has to stay in bed for a majority of her time. This was the "sad" thing, which was the realization that this could likely be the last of all their anniversaries I'd ever see. I'm glad I got to see them though, and especially glad to see them smile and together side by side.
After that, I was supposed to go see a movie with this girl, whom I have only platonic aspirations. But I got stood up =(. How sad and lonely it is to be me. Nah, I'm just trying to get some sympathy. It wasn't all that bad, she says it was a family crisis, and I believe her, and we talked online afterwards.
Okay, big day, I'm tired, Conan is on. Goodnight suicidegirls.
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eris:
well... do you know anything about her other than that's she's cute?
snow:
hooray for boobie lover 