monroe

So.

The teeth came out this morning. It was not that bad AT ALL. The laughing gas was amazing. Where can I buy that shit!? Seriously though, I'm barely hurting at all. My jaw is a little sore and swollen but that's pretty much it.

I really wish I could eat real food though. I am craving nachos right now sooooo bad!

Oh, and I ended up having to take my monroe out for the surgery. The thing is, my dad had to cut it off because in the two years I've had it, I've never taken it out. So the fucker was STUCK. I hope it doesn't close up! I didn't want rid of it for good!

Painkillers are so very excellent. It's funny to think--"Hey, I'm kind of high right now. And it's absolutely legal!"

It's starting to get cold outside at night.

Because I'm not tired yet:
A smell that makes you pause:
- Food cooking, the boy.

A taste that makes you melt:
-Cheese. The end.

A drink you often order:
- Whiskey on the rocks.

Music you prefer to listen to when you are alone:
- Depends on my mood.

The singer or band you currently listen to the most:
- Sage Francis, Immortal Technique, Blackstar, Johnny Cash, Loretta Lynn, Hellstomper....pretty much a lot of hip-hop and old country (Weird, I know. I guess I like things in extremes). And The Shins.

The film you could watch over and over:
- Amelie.

A TV show you watch regularly:
- Anything on Adult Swim, Chappelle reruns, and TONS of VH1 trash TV.

An artist whose work you highly resp-ect:
- Refer to favorite artists. But I've realllllly been into John John Jesse for a while now.

Your favorite time of day:
-I dunno...morning and night.

If your house was burning, and you only had time to rescue three things, they would be:
-Kitties, computer, mp3 player (I wouldn't get my clothes because then I'd have an excuse to buy a whole new wardrobe!)

One person you have killed in your thoughts:
-Many.

One person you might kill if you knew the law would protect you:
-The president. Cliche but true.

If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to:
-Blow, I guess. I hear it's nice.

You believe hitting a child is an appropriate form of discipline:
-Sure, as long as you're not beating the kid.

Have you ever been treated by a psychotherapist?
-Yup.

The environmental issue that concerns you the most:
-Energy. It's not gonna last forever.

The friend you have known for the longest amount of time:
-Jill.

A friend who makes you laugh often:
-Gia, Brian, Tyler.

A friend in who you can tell anything to:
-Gia, Brian, Tyler.

A friend with whom you'd like to be closer:
-Eliza.

Your three best qualities:
-I'm loyal, genuine, and kind of innocent actually. Don't be fooled just because you can see me naked.

Your three worst qualities:
-I'm completely scatterbrained, a huge slob, and I have a bad habit of following my heart instead of my head.

Three words that describe how others view you:
-People sometimes think I'm intimidating and standoffish when they first meet me, which is totally incorrect! I'm actually just really, super shy! So I get "quiet" a lot. And I've also been called a drunk.

Three things for which you are often complimented:
- Smile, makeup, booty.

A special compliment that made you blush:
-Ohhh I dunno. I blush really easily. I hate it

The greatest amount of physical pain you have ever endured:
-Hmm...I haven't really endured anything I've thought was that bad. I have relatively high pain tolerence.

The greatest amount of emotional pain you have ever endured:

The best and worst thing that's ever happened to me.

Your best physical feature:
-I like my ass. And my freckles.

When you really want to get to know someone, you:
-Try and talk to them. Duh.

When you are attracted to someone you:
-Am really dumb and nervous and blushy at first. Then flirt uncontrolably.

Your most romantic experience:
-I dunno...probably the first night he came to see me in London and we were leaning out the window, talking and cuddling and smoking and looking at the moon. It's one of my favorite memories. Or when he made this for me:

(You're not supposed to know my real name)

Something someone said or did that you found extremely attractive:
-He makes this little face where he kind of cocks his head and does this little thing with his lip and gives the puppy eyes and....

Something someone said or did that you found frighteningly unattractive:
-When I broke up with a boy (in an extremely stupid way, I'll admit) and he shoved me across the room really hard.

A personality trait that you find attractive:
-Creativity.

You are irritated when people ask you:
-Really obvious questions. For example, I work at an arts and crafts supply store that requires me to wear an apron with the store logo and a nametag. And people will ask me "Do you work here?" Uhh no....I'm wearing this as a fashion statement.

You love it when people ask you:
-Anything as long as they're genuinely interested. I'm not big on small talk.

Your secret passion:
-I don't think I have one. I'm pretty much an open book.

You truly believe it is possible to be with one person for the rest of your life:
-Yes. I'm old fashioned about those kind of things.

A type of person you don't seem to get along with:
-People who have no understanding/appreciation of irony and people who are super materialistic.

The farthest distance you would travel now to be with someone:
Oh, an hour I guess. It's kind of late.

What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship:
That whole "us against the world" feeling, having someone to lean on when I have a shitty day. And lots of sex is good too.

What you dislike most about having a committed relationship:
Jealousy and trust issues.

A place where you have always wanted to make love:
On top of in-use railroad tracks....oh wait...already did it. But we don't talk about that...

Love,
Monroe