Well, I'm in London now.
And I am officially the most scared, homesick and depressesd that I have ever been. I can't stop crying and I haven't been able to eat in over 24 hours now and I'm kind of nauceous. It's pretty fucking ridiculous but I can't help it. I just think that I bit off more than I can chew. 3 months is way longer than I can handle being away. London is fucking great to visit, but I NEED my home. I think I could handle a month or something but not this long.
I worry about Brian. He tells me not to but I reallyreallyreally do. I know he loves me but still...3 months is a long time. Although...I will be going home for a week in 47 days. So that's just a bit over a month.
Edited to show you why I love this goofy boy:
Brian: do you think gwen stefani would except 1 trillion dollars to pee on me?
Monroe: no
Brian: not that i want anyone to pee on me
Monroe: sure
Brian: but i was just wondering what kind of person she is
Brian: i can honsetly say she is one person i think woun't take the money
Brian: and theres not many that wouldn't
Monroe: yeah because she has morals
Monroe: like me
Brian: you'd pee on me!
Monroe: but i guess if you really wanted i would pee on you
Monroe: haha
Brian: haha
Brian: i knew it
Monroe: that's the first thing i'm gonna do 47 days from now....pee on you
Brian: in the words of the great philopher of our generation..."thats hot"
It's also hard because I can't just pick up the phone and call someone when I feel like shit because it's expensive and there's the time difference.
I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do. All I really want is just to go home.
Oh, and to top it all off, one of my suitcases is m.i.a.
Love,
Monroe
And I am officially the most scared, homesick and depressesd that I have ever been. I can't stop crying and I haven't been able to eat in over 24 hours now and I'm kind of nauceous. It's pretty fucking ridiculous but I can't help it. I just think that I bit off more than I can chew. 3 months is way longer than I can handle being away. London is fucking great to visit, but I NEED my home. I think I could handle a month or something but not this long.
I worry about Brian. He tells me not to but I reallyreallyreally do. I know he loves me but still...3 months is a long time. Although...I will be going home for a week in 47 days. So that's just a bit over a month.
Edited to show you why I love this goofy boy:
Brian: do you think gwen stefani would except 1 trillion dollars to pee on me?
Monroe: no
Brian: not that i want anyone to pee on me
Monroe: sure
Brian: but i was just wondering what kind of person she is
Brian: i can honsetly say she is one person i think woun't take the money
Brian: and theres not many that wouldn't
Monroe: yeah because she has morals
Monroe: like me
Brian: you'd pee on me!
Monroe: but i guess if you really wanted i would pee on you
Monroe: haha
Brian: haha
Brian: i knew it
Monroe: that's the first thing i'm gonna do 47 days from now....pee on you
Brian: in the words of the great philopher of our generation..."thats hot"
It's also hard because I can't just pick up the phone and call someone when I feel like shit because it's expensive and there's the time difference.
I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do. All I really want is just to go home.
Oh, and to top it all off, one of my suitcases is m.i.a.
Love,
Monroe
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ciel:
yeah i know how you feel, infact im lukcy to be going home this time next week for hte first time in two and a half years 
prettydeadgirl:
we should hangout sometime when you get back then. That way we each have one more friend thats a girl 
haha.
haha.