monroe

Life is confusing. I'm scared of making the wrong decisions. I get ahead of myself and I kill myself with questioning. That leads to 4 am panic attacks and insane stream of consciousness text rants. My anxiety only makes this situation worse. When will I learn?





I went out last night. We went some party at Wiz Khalifa's cousin's house or something. I don't know, all I do know is that I was one of 3 white people there, and we were dancing to Juvenile like it was the year 2000 and I ruined my shoes.

I drank way too much. I need to stop that. I wanna get away from that life, and live quietly and happily with the person I love. But. It's complicated. Oh well, at least my bangs looked good.