monroe

Numb. That's what I want to be. Completely. NUMB.

I hate that I care so much and give so much of myself to other people because apparently all comes from that is me getting fucked over.

I need a cigarette so badly right now I could stab someone. I know, smoking is bad and I should quit. You don't have to tell me.

Fuck.

Okay.

Um...My mom and I are going to see Gwen tomorrow.

Love,
Monroe